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Addiction maybe?

Apathetic_Killer

Apathetic_Killer

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What would you guys define as a crystal meth addiction? I love the stuff and spend any money i get on it but i always pay bills and debts before buying it. I ditch my freinds when i do it becouse they get REALLY mad at me but i dont avoid them when im done and my home life is stable and happy. Does these signs point to addiction this is something i have been worried about the last week or so (every since i went on a 11 day binge) I have snorted, smoke, and shot it (prefer snorting) anyone have any input?
 
Well i have not done it for a week but mostly due to lack of availability and yes its has been moderately difficult but nothing i cant overcome. Im just worried im starting down that road and i dont wanna go.
 
If you have difficulty and distress when trying to abstain, then it might be a sign of worse things to come. I can't sit here and tell you you're definitely an addict, but these things tend to progress over time when they're not under control. If you are concerned about the possibility of dependence, but haven't used in over a week, then maybe you should stick with staying clean. I understand that it's fun to get high, but when you get to the point where you need it, it gets pretty fucking ugly. That goes for any drug. If you're worried that it might get bad, maybe you should steer clear.
 
^What he said.

I learned the hard way that I can't do meth. I turn into a selfish fiend and can't stop until it's all gone and then I'll try my hardest to find more. It changes me as a person and not in a good way. I still crave it sometimes, but I know that I'm much better off without it. If you feel like you might be developing a problem, please quit while you're still ahead and don't look back.
 
If you feel like you're heading down that road, definitely quit now while you're ahead and have already been clean for a little while anyways. I sure wish I had taken my own advice with heroin... now I'm shit outta luck until my insurance co. can get me back into detox.
Addiction is ugly. You're right when you say it's a road you don't want to go down! Do anything you can to prevent it before it gets to that point, trust me, you'll end up regretting it if you don't!
 
xburtonchic said:
If you feel like you're heading down that road, definitely quit now while you're ahead and have already been clean for a little while anyways. I sure wish I had taken my own advice with heroin... now I'm shit outta luck until my insurance co. can get me back into detox.
Addiction is ugly. You're right when you say it's a road you don't want to go down! Do anything you can to prevent it before it gets to that point, trust me, you'll end up regretting it if you don't!
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Sounds like good advice to me, don't kid yourself Apathetic_Killer addiction just creeps up and grabs you when you least expect... take care now.
 
Apathetic_Killer said:
Well i have not done it for a week but mostly due to lack of availability and yes its has been moderately difficult but nothing i cant overcome. Im just worried im starting down that road and i dont wanna go.
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Just to be clear I haven't tried meth (not that I know of anyway, I had some street speed which kept me awake/energized/slightly empathic +12hours at 100mg, but I think it was just that, amphetamines.)

I suggest you quit, asking the question is like half knowing the answer, or something like that ;).
Or you can try to limit your use, let's say 2 saturdays/month you allow yourself to do meth. If you can hold this for a few months I think you're fine.
If you (want to) take it more times.. Stay away.
 
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