I mean what other treatments could there possibly be though?
Thats the question I ask myself.
We have medicine, we have a million types of behavoiral therapy, a million different opinions and philosophies about addiction.... maybe we really don't need ANY of that shit. Maybe we don't need the DSM, maybe we don't need a new model for addiction, maybe theres really nothing to figure out?
Maybe all we have to do is stop reading/thinking about shit that doesn't matter and stop putting drugs in our bodies? I think addiction models may help some people, but I think for the most part addicts are continually taught learned helplessness, and I think some of these models are just as much a disease as addiction.
I understand controversy, talking about things, but for MY OWN SAKE, recently I have just really been thinking about my own surivival. Does what some group of nerds researched years ago REALLY make a difference in my life? No.
In all honesty I think the problem is the word addiction. It means something specific, but its also the result of about a thousand and one other factors. You hate your life, your depressed, your antisocial, you have a mental disorder, your poor, you don't like your husband/wife, you hate your car, you have no sense of humor.... there are over a million different things that can ultimately make us use drugs. And all drugs do is take away your desire to wanna fix those things. They make you content for a little bit, basically putting the inevitable downslide on pause.
I think a lot of people wind up turning to drugs merely because it makes them feel ok about continuing to make terrible decisions in their life. Maybe for some people addiction is not a disease at all but a cure. I mean you can really call it w/e the hell you'd like. All I know at some point is all the rationalizations, research, models, excuses, they all need to be thrown into the fire. People keep using drugs so they don't have to deal with the flaws of being a human being. You will NEVER take away human imperfection, and thats why I also think we will NEVER get rid of addiction. Its not just drugs either its gambling, sex, food, we ALL suffer from one addiction or another.
And I think the only way to really fight it is to somehow convince yourself that you want to be the best person you can possibly be. Noone else can instill that in you. I tell myself everyday now "no matter what my problems, no matter what my excuses, doing SOMETHING important with my life, and BEING SOMEBODY IMPORTANT, means more to me than drugs ever will". And I can only hope and pray to god thats going to be enough to get me clean.
But in the end if it doesn't, I'm not blaming a disease, I'm not blaming drs, not my family, not my exgirlfriend from 10 years ago, I'm BLAMING ME. Because no matter what, I CHOSE to be an addict, and as much as I think I want to be clean, if I die at 45 years old still using drugs, the fact is I obviously didn't want to be clean as much as I wanted to be an addict. And once again thats just the way I'm trying to make myself look at it now. At some point a person needs to drop the debating, the thinking, the research, and just get clean or accept the fact that they actually enjoy being a drug addict.
Very few people admit to enjoying the life, but so many people still do it, so its gotta be evident to some degree that maybe addiction is more a cure itself than an actual disease. Who fucking knows? I sure as hell know I don't.