so i've been doing dxm for 1 year now and i just realised that its been that long. i dont know how to stop. im so bored at my house when im not at work. i really want to stop because of the health affects. but i keep rationlzing it in my head over and over. like ive never done it here or ive never listened to this on it. im sick of it. i want my old self back when i played football and was determeined and worked out every day. i feel like im slowing down. im sorry about posting an addiction like this when theres others who have problems with heroin and what not.
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really? nobody can respond. i really need help and yes i know its fucking caugh medicine but i have a serious problem i have to steal it every other day and its getting out of control. i really need help i cant tell anybody so i guess that's why im coming here please give me some fucking advice .
2c-goinsane
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My advice would be just drop the shit, set it aside itll always be there. You dont have to completely stop cold turkey, taper off slowly and eventually space your trips out until you dont have to use it anymore. takes will power, you also have to fully want to get clean and be confident about it, talk yourself out of trying to dose when you feel the urges. taking it a day at a time works aswel. also dont expect yourself to bounce right back it may take some time. get yourself back into some hobbies, have activities to keep you occupied.
Iv had to do this with mdma, believe it or not at that point and time when i was on mdma hardcore i was pretty convinced i would have to go to rehab i was like you always finding a reason to dose up then id do it all over again in 2-4 days. i also did it with heroin.
Have you considered finding some different drugs to use at all? would still have to control yourself and not dose all the time but it could possibly take your mind off of using DXM all the time if you were to have some psilocybin mushroom, lsd trips or something like that. tried switching over to cannabis at all?
Iv had to do this with mdma, believe it or not at that point and time when i was on mdma hardcore i was pretty convinced i would have to go to rehab i was like you always finding a reason to dose up then id do it all over again in 2-4 days. i also did it with heroin.
Have you considered finding some different drugs to use at all? would still have to control yourself and not dose all the time but it could possibly take your mind off of using DXM all the time if you were to have some psilocybin mushroom, lsd trips or something like that. tried switching over to cannabis at all?
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whataboutheforests
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I think it's a good thing you've realized you're addicted. I know exactly what you mean when you say you rationalize your use in crazy ways. The brain has a way of convincing you anything when you're craving something. It's so easy to fall into dissaciative addiction (I had a minor addiction to MXE) and I thin it's good that you've realized you need to stop. I think that looking further into the future is a good way of trying to stop. Of course, if you try to think about what it's going to be like to go through the next day without DXM, it's not a good thought. YOu'll try to rationalize your use and convince yourself a nother day of getting high is better than being sober. I dono, i'm rambling, just something to think about.