Addicted to manic phases

[paranoid android]

The mixed episodes have actually increased more with the more drugs i use, i did coke tonight and it wasn't fun at all, the comedown is horrible and it doesn't really even make me manic anymore (this is the same exact coke i've been doing for a while) i just feel wired but also sad simultaneously. i still can't stop, though

I get that on the comedown and sometimes when im high if ive been using enough. Coke is just bad news for anyone with bipolar really. Quit that while your ahead would be my advice.

 

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I can't think of a drug that would be better news, really. anything that will launch you into a different mood very rapidly is probably bad news for bipolar. those "thought-provoking" drugs have never been thing; I don't want to learn something, I want to not have to feel how I normally feel.