hello! im new to this but i just have something i need some advice on...
So for the past few months i have taking adderall (not prescribed) pretty much every day.. at first it was just once in awhile but i just fell in love with the way it made me feel.. i actually had motivation to get things done and to go to work. But after awhile i started to experience what i imagine to be withdrawl symptoms when i did not take it. I have refused to believe that i had become addicted.. but the reality is that i am. I want so badly to stop!
My boyfriend is highly against pills andi have managed to somehow hide this from him for this long, but i feel terrible. When i run out of my supply and stop taking them, i feel like complete crap! I feel extremely tired, non-motiavated, sick to my stomach, my head hurts, and i am just so ready to stop for good. Its to the point where taking them honestly doesnt even make me feel good anymore, it doesnt give me the jolt of energy or speediness that it used to.. it just gets me through the day feeling somewhat normal.
What i want to know is if there is anyone out there who has gone through this.. the only blogs i can find about people withdraweling from adderall are from people who have been prescribed them and want to stop. I am abusing this drug and i know there are others who are doing the same. I just need help getting through this. I have NEVER messed around with any drugs before and the thought of being addicted to something kills me. Im not that kind of person and i never meant for this to happen..
Is there any ways to help with the withdrawl? Is there anything i can take to take the edge off?
Im not sure if there is anyway other than to just get through it... but i wonder, how long should it take to stop feeling like crap after i stop taking them for good? Since i dont get prescribed them its not really an option to cut my dosage in half..
Please if there is anyone out there who is or has gone through what im going through, i would really appreciate a response.. i have no one to talk to about this, so anything at all would be helpful.
Thank you
So for the past few months i have taking adderall (not prescribed) pretty much every day.. at first it was just once in awhile but i just fell in love with the way it made me feel.. i actually had motivation to get things done and to go to work. But after awhile i started to experience what i imagine to be withdrawl symptoms when i did not take it. I have refused to believe that i had become addicted.. but the reality is that i am. I want so badly to stop!
My boyfriend is highly against pills andi have managed to somehow hide this from him for this long, but i feel terrible. When i run out of my supply and stop taking them, i feel like complete crap! I feel extremely tired, non-motiavated, sick to my stomach, my head hurts, and i am just so ready to stop for good. Its to the point where taking them honestly doesnt even make me feel good anymore, it doesnt give me the jolt of energy or speediness that it used to.. it just gets me through the day feeling somewhat normal.
What i want to know is if there is anyone out there who has gone through this.. the only blogs i can find about people withdraweling from adderall are from people who have been prescribed them and want to stop. I am abusing this drug and i know there are others who are doing the same. I just need help getting through this. I have NEVER messed around with any drugs before and the thought of being addicted to something kills me. Im not that kind of person and i never meant for this to happen..
Is there any ways to help with the withdrawl? Is there anything i can take to take the edge off?
Im not sure if there is anyway other than to just get through it... but i wonder, how long should it take to stop feeling like crap after i stop taking them for good? Since i dont get prescribed them its not really an option to cut my dosage in half..
Please if there is anyone out there who is or has gone through what im going through, i would really appreciate a response.. i have no one to talk to about this, so anything at all would be helpful.
Thank you
