xxpurplehazexx
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- Jul 18, 2012
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I was diagnosed with ADD a few years ago and started taking Adderall along with Klonopin and Lexapro for social anxiety and depression. At first, everything was amazing, but now my anxiety and depression are even worse. For the past year I've been drinking at least twice a week to deal with the anxiety (I was never a drinker before). For the past couple months, I've been drinking pretty much everyday to deal with the intense anxiety/suicidal thoughts. I think the adderall is at least partially responsible for producing my dramatic mood swings, severe anxiety, and suicidal ideation. The problem is, I'm totally addicted. My life just feels "gray" without it. Any suggestions?