the other weekend i went to the mall with an old friend and met up with a guy. my friend went up to a guy we barely knew (i smoked with him once or twice) and asked him if he had anything to smoke outta. he said yeah and the four of us went to a small hideout near the mall. we smoked about a gram all together, (dude stole the tiny bit of weed i had left) and were out of the world. i got the weed from this sketchy guy i used to go to school with, homegrown from a freshman. we also then snorted adderall, i dont remember how much, though.
me and my old friend went back to my house and she spent the night. we were probably stoned for 5 hours, my mom didnt even notice. we then drank a little, and fell asleep laughing. the next night, she stayed the night again, two other girls came over and spent the night. that same night, two out of town friends came over.
between me and the 3 other girls, we took about 40mg of adderall each. except one, who didnt take any because she didnt know enough about it. the two girls who took the adderall drank some vodka and i didnt. we didnt tell the two boys, because ones against it and the other would steal it from me.
i had a headache, i couldnt stop staring at stuff with determination, and everything i did i felt like it was my life goal. the boys left, we smoke more, and one girl gave us lithium but i dont know if that does anything. she said it gave you a longer/better high.
the girl who stayed since the mall messaged this girl from my school, and said 'i dont like you stop trying to be my friend.' and they got in an argument, and my friend ended up calling the girl fat and ugly. we didn't think about it at the time.
two girls fell asleep really fast, after acting really weird. me and the other girl laid on my floor and i balled my eyes out. cried about this boy who i think i love, this boy i used to know, my grades, my family, how much i want to die, and other depressing stuff. she fell asleep and i ended up crying myself to sleep, after cleaning my house.
we woke up to a call from that girl from my school's mom. she was calling the police because we were cyberbullying her daughter. somehow, a private message i sent to my 'friend', was sent to my parents in which i said 'dude you got any xanax or adderall? i'll buy it off you.'
my dad came over to my moms, picked me up and brought me to his house. he called the police on me and made me tell the officer (which was his friend, like every police officer in this stupid state) everything i done. i told him 'i smoked weed a year ago once. and then this weekend at the mall with just me and my one friend, and last night i took two adderall. thats all ive ever done' (hilarious). i didnt get in trouble with the police but my dad is trying to blame my mom.
the girl who didnt do any drugs is not in trouble at all. the girl who gave me the lithium and stuff had to get a restraining order on my dad. the girl who stayed the whole weekend got grounded for 2 weeks, and convinced her mom it was me who sent the messages. one of the boys got a visit from my dad, where he yelled at him (made him cry) for talking to me because he's 3 years older than me (my dad is 20 years older than my stepmom).
its been 10 days since ive been sober, and this is the longest in a really long time. im pretty proud of myself, im trying to stop now. im only grounded for a month and the girl from my school is trying to press charges on me but doesnt understand she cant. (she even told my school and now theyre trying to get me to say i did it at school so they can get rid of me; i heard them say that in the office)
me and my old friend went back to my house and she spent the night. we were probably stoned for 5 hours, my mom didnt even notice. we then drank a little, and fell asleep laughing. the next night, she stayed the night again, two other girls came over and spent the night. that same night, two out of town friends came over.
between me and the 3 other girls, we took about 40mg of adderall each. except one, who didnt take any because she didnt know enough about it. the two girls who took the adderall drank some vodka and i didnt. we didnt tell the two boys, because ones against it and the other would steal it from me.
i had a headache, i couldnt stop staring at stuff with determination, and everything i did i felt like it was my life goal. the boys left, we smoke more, and one girl gave us lithium but i dont know if that does anything. she said it gave you a longer/better high.
the girl who stayed since the mall messaged this girl from my school, and said 'i dont like you stop trying to be my friend.' and they got in an argument, and my friend ended up calling the girl fat and ugly. we didn't think about it at the time.
two girls fell asleep really fast, after acting really weird. me and the other girl laid on my floor and i balled my eyes out. cried about this boy who i think i love, this boy i used to know, my grades, my family, how much i want to die, and other depressing stuff. she fell asleep and i ended up crying myself to sleep, after cleaning my house.
we woke up to a call from that girl from my school's mom. she was calling the police because we were cyberbullying her daughter. somehow, a private message i sent to my 'friend', was sent to my parents in which i said 'dude you got any xanax or adderall? i'll buy it off you.'
my dad came over to my moms, picked me up and brought me to his house. he called the police on me and made me tell the officer (which was his friend, like every police officer in this stupid state) everything i done. i told him 'i smoked weed a year ago once. and then this weekend at the mall with just me and my one friend, and last night i took two adderall. thats all ive ever done' (hilarious). i didnt get in trouble with the police but my dad is trying to blame my mom.
the girl who didnt do any drugs is not in trouble at all. the girl who gave me the lithium and stuff had to get a restraining order on my dad. the girl who stayed the whole weekend got grounded for 2 weeks, and convinced her mom it was me who sent the messages. one of the boys got a visit from my dad, where he yelled at him (made him cry) for talking to me because he's 3 years older than me (my dad is 20 years older than my stepmom).
its been 10 days since ive been sober, and this is the longest in a really long time. im pretty proud of myself, im trying to stop now. im only grounded for a month and the girl from my school is trying to press charges on me but doesnt understand she cant. (she even told my school and now theyre trying to get me to say i did it at school so they can get rid of me; i heard them say that in the office)
