ConkyMadeMeDoIt
Bluelighter
First of all, for about the past 2 months I have been taking at least 40mg adderal IR, either in 10mg or 20mg generic brand pills most days of the week, with breaks here and there. During the month of October I consumed about 1,040mg total. Five days ago I received 60 10mg (I know, fucking hilarious) pills and have 8 left. I either take them whole or break them.
Today I took maybe 80mg throughout the day, felt next to nothing. I'm looking to get one last add rush before I detox for the rest of the month and tell my dr id like to try vyvnase. I can't be trusted to have an entire bottle of adderal to myself.
Any advice on how to use these last 8 (80mg total) pills to my best advantage? And yeah, I know saving them and starting my break now would be the best, but that's not really an option for me as I know I will just end up taking them anyways.
I began taking them for homework, now I can't even start an assignment unless I feel buzzed. It's stupid, I know. I'm stressing right now because I have an essay due tomorrow that I'm trying to begin but so far I haven been able to work on it.
Any advice on getting some kind of buzz from what I have left?
And before anyone starts posting anything dumb, I am aware that this level of tolerance was going to occur sooner or later, and I already feel like shit- I have been experiencing withdrawal symptoms off and on for the past week until I redosed. I'm pretty disgusted with myself- this is the first time in 5 years that I've had to cope with developing an intolerance, taking way too much, and not getting high anymore.
Maybe I should just smoke some weed and get up at the crack of dawn to try and write my essay. Fuck.
Today I took maybe 80mg throughout the day, felt next to nothing. I'm looking to get one last add rush before I detox for the rest of the month and tell my dr id like to try vyvnase. I can't be trusted to have an entire bottle of adderal to myself.
Any advice on how to use these last 8 (80mg total) pills to my best advantage? And yeah, I know saving them and starting my break now would be the best, but that's not really an option for me as I know I will just end up taking them anyways.
I began taking them for homework, now I can't even start an assignment unless I feel buzzed. It's stupid, I know. I'm stressing right now because I have an essay due tomorrow that I'm trying to begin but so far I haven been able to work on it.
Any advice on getting some kind of buzz from what I have left?
And before anyone starts posting anything dumb, I am aware that this level of tolerance was going to occur sooner or later, and I already feel like shit- I have been experiencing withdrawal symptoms off and on for the past week until I redosed. I'm pretty disgusted with myself- this is the first time in 5 years that I've had to cope with developing an intolerance, taking way too much, and not getting high anymore.
Maybe I should just smoke some weed and get up at the crack of dawn to try and write my essay. Fuck.
funny shit,