GirlInterrupted
Bluelighter
ADAM & EVE
I was a lost soul
Until he came and made me feel whole
We were like Adam & Eve
So naive
Wanting things that can not be achieved
We went in not knowing our fate
Not knowing that there was no escape
We reached out and grabbed the devils bait
That was the biggest mistake
He cooked it till it was hot
I tied the stupid knot
Than he stuck the needle in the right spot
I watched my blood dance with the heroin
It was the beautifulest thing I've ever seen
Suddenly it became a daily routine
He kissed the tiny drop of blood left on my arm
He made me feel as though everything was okay
That all the of life's pain has gone away
In the beginning everything seemed fine
But we were completely blind
Soon the dope began to mess with his mind
At that moment he stopped being kind
This was when truth started to unwind
He cared for the dope more than he cared for me
He was lost and could not see
All I wanted to do was set him free
He just wouldn't let me
He was in his own little world
That consisted of just him and his drugs
And I was lost in the real world
With my sick addiction to his drugs
I felt so alone and helpless
I was in pain, & pills were useless
Nobody knew the secret pain I suffered
Desperate to get high
Living a complete lie
All because of one guy
No one ever was sympathetic
I'm was junky
I could see it in their eyes
They all thought I was pathetic
Some days I wonder why
Wonder why I bother to even try
When I could so easily die
& Free my soul into the sky
Somehow I manage to live
Because of this tiny fighting hope
That maybe God does FORGIVE
Background: I met this guy, we fell in love, experimented with drugs that eventually led us heroin, became addicts, and everything went down hill. He choose dope over everything, became a greedy asshole. I gave up on him, and currently am trying to stop using! 9 days without heroin so far. Still am pissed of 98 percent of the time & having pains but the worst part is over, I hope...
But anyways I'm trying to be productive by turning all this pain into art.
Any feedback is greatly appreciated. & If anyone who wants to quit needs some support I here for you if you need any tips or someone to talk to.
I was a lost soul
Until he came and made me feel whole
We were like Adam & Eve
So naive
Wanting things that can not be achieved
We went in not knowing our fate
Not knowing that there was no escape
We reached out and grabbed the devils bait
That was the biggest mistake
He cooked it till it was hot
I tied the stupid knot
Than he stuck the needle in the right spot
I watched my blood dance with the heroin
It was the beautifulest thing I've ever seen
Suddenly it became a daily routine
He kissed the tiny drop of blood left on my arm
He made me feel as though everything was okay
That all the of life's pain has gone away
In the beginning everything seemed fine
But we were completely blind
Soon the dope began to mess with his mind
At that moment he stopped being kind
This was when truth started to unwind
He cared for the dope more than he cared for me
He was lost and could not see
All I wanted to do was set him free
He just wouldn't let me
He was in his own little world
That consisted of just him and his drugs
And I was lost in the real world
With my sick addiction to his drugs
I felt so alone and helpless
I was in pain, & pills were useless
Nobody knew the secret pain I suffered
Desperate to get high
Living a complete lie
All because of one guy
No one ever was sympathetic
I'm was junky
I could see it in their eyes
They all thought I was pathetic
Some days I wonder why
Wonder why I bother to even try
When I could so easily die
& Free my soul into the sky
Somehow I manage to live
Because of this tiny fighting hope
That maybe God does FORGIVE
Background: I met this guy, we fell in love, experimented with drugs that eventually led us heroin, became addicts, and everything went down hill. He choose dope over everything, became a greedy asshole. I gave up on him, and currently am trying to stop using! 9 days without heroin so far. Still am pissed of 98 percent of the time & having pains but the worst part is over, I hope...
But anyways I'm trying to be productive by turning all this pain into art.
Any feedback is greatly appreciated. & If anyone who wants to quit needs some support I here for you if you need any tips or someone to talk to.
nice..i am you and she is he...........
