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That's what its all about for me nowadays. It doesn't matter if I like it. Its what I gotta do.

I've been feeling some familiar old feelings recently. They came the fuck out of nowhere and I don't like it. Usually, this shit comes when I'm doing something I shouldn't but, for the most part, I feel it when I'm not doing something that I should.

I don't have a routine and this causes anxiety. The anxiety brings about impatience which further increases those anxiety levels.

So... what do I need to do that I haven't been doing?

I just applied to two jobs, modified my resume and applied for a job last night.

I have a legal side business that is carrying me but it isn't where my heart is. Gotta survive, though so, I do it. Its easy and lucrative but still scary because of its newness.

Oh well... keep it movin', man. Be on-point and don't fuck around.

I got this
 
Thanks.

I have a lot of work to do on myself. I haven't experienced such a lack of patience before and the anxiety is relatively new as well.

I think I just need to relax and not push things as hard as I do.
 
Maybe. But, pardon the platitude, fortune favours the bold. Plus, routines are comforting, but comfort can be dangerous. I know that for me, I get very quickly stuck in my routines, and they tend to be unhealthy. This isn't the case with you now, but just keep that in mind.

Oh, and we've all got a lot of work to do on ourselves. Anyone who thinks otherwise is either blind or a narcissist. :)
 
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