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Acid- Mind torn to pieces, most devilish nightmarish trip you can imagine- report

THIS THAT THIS THAT, why is everyone speaking on behalf of me? of course i'm not randomly doing acid till I get a good trip.. your sarcasm is pretty pathetic. As I have explained to everyone here, yes it has worked for me. So your just an idiot who thinks he "knows it all". Whereas i'm just speaking from personal experience, your just being a dick.
 
Coke is just expensive, and from what ive heard its a pile of shit. Here in the UK anyway, ill rather stick with base than spend x6 the money I would for that on coke!!
 
BTW, how do I close this thread? I think ive heard enough of this bullshit sarcastic tone, as if you guys all know better because you have managed to avoid bad trips.. none of us actually know each other so I appreciate a little more respect and less sarcasm. What are you trying to show? you know everything there is to know about drugs?, how do you even know you have more experience than me? don't think just because you might have avoided a bad trip, you can claim superiority. You guys should really look DEEP into yourselves and find out why your such dicks.
 
LACK of logic , well it had SOME logic in it. Basically, I thought to my self is someone as good as Michael Jackson (which I fucking love) can sound so evil, then what would the extreme sound like? (I do listen to some black metal sometimes) pretty dark bands like Burzum, Mayhem etc.. I mean the singer of Burzum literally killed a man, stabbed him to death witha knife, and the band members of Mayhem have done crazy shit like that to, so the music was DARK to the max..

I guess in a WEIRD way in my mind, while tripping balls, I thought I might aswell try and prove the acid wrong.. that it cannot mind fuck me, I considered it to be a "counter attack" haha.. but that was an EPIC fail.. however, at the start it worked.. I got into it and tried to enjoy it, but then eventually the wallpapers where looking at me in a pretty devilish way.

I stand corrected - excellent logic :)
 
I find when on acid , with some questions (eg am I dying and why/how) I'm tripping too hard and have mental loops and end up at square one again , at this point I just move on when Shit starts repeating lol not sure if this happened to u or not , but get that .
 
YES this happend to me the mental loops!! Am I dying? then your like I cant be dying, then your like yer I might be, I could never get out of the loop no matter how hard I tried.
 
Get your dads dick out your ass, and learn to respect other people. Get the fuck of this page you twat.
 
Right, i'll do that, and you can enjoy the misfortune that befalls he who takes psychedelics than he can't actually handle. Eventually your recklessness is really going to fucking damage you and you'll be sorry.
 
Your drug use is reminiscent of people who use drugs to forget. Psychedelics don't help you to forget, they bring issues right to the forefront so they cannot be ignored. They can even make ridiculously trivial issues like the fact your mum is in the vicinity seem like they are the biggest deal ever, let alone if you are still mourning the loss of a close family member that you haven't come to terms with. I know you feel like you are missing out on something, but you aren't going to get it in the near future at the ridiculous doses you're doing. If you want a hedonistic fun time just take a small dose, or take one of the many other drugs available that aren't as much of a mind fuck as LSD.

Imagine a strong food - lets say anchovies. Anchovies are fucking disgusting to me, but some people like them. Should I a) eat 3x the amount of anchovies a normal person would eat, knowing full well i'll throw up everywhere. b) eat 1 anchovie in case I might like it, but keep around some mouthwash in case it is disgusting. I'll add that in this analogy mouthwash is a benzo, not MDMA... MDMA would be akin to blending up your favorite food with the anchovies hoping one will somehow balance out the other. It's a shame i'll never like anchovies, because some people obviously love them. But i'll make do with eating chocolate instead :D
 
Mate, I have no problem with people giving me advice, in fact I appreciate and respect people who are caring and help.. but when you come here and speak with a tone of superiority I get insulted, and THAT I find rude. Anyway, I have taken in down a notch.. I wouldn't take acid again or any other psychedelic drug. Ive had my "fun" with them, and ive learnt all I can from them.. I took a high dose yes, I always take a high dose when I want to try something.. Im not saying thats a good thing, but regardless of the consequences I may face later, I do it anyway. Its careless.. but hey thats who I am, or who I WAS? I try not to do drugs anymore, ive all there is to do, or all that I had any interest in trying.
 
THIS is how I wanted people to reply, with logic and respect. THANK YOU, yes I know, for the past two years I have been using drugs to forget to an extent. Agreed, things have been INSANE for me for the past two years.. but now im trying to get my shit together, and I will be going to university in a couple of months :)

I understood what acid would do.. but I dont know I never cared for the consequences, the first time I did it, I took 4 hits of it.. I was immature and stupid. This trip REALLY shoke me and woke me up.. I realized just HOW much I value life.. before I thought that I didnt, but it was only when I "faced death" I relized how much I actually want to live and enjoy my life.. :)
 
There was a lot of badness floating around in this thread, but it seems like it's wrapped itself up pretty nicely. Hooray!

My opinion on the benzos/MDMA controvesy here is that there really is no opinion if you think about it for a second. MDMA has shown itself to work for treating chronic depression as well as for thizzin' ballz and feeling amazing, but it's certainly shouldn't be used to combat a heroic dose of hallucinogens.

Let me offer another crude analogy amidst a sea of drug-connected-metaphors. Imagine your consciousness as a car. You can control it pretty damn well on a day to day basis if it's in good condition, but most people have sloppy steering in their '92 civics from years of wear. We're the same way, not everyone can control their consciousness as well. Toss a ton of LSD in the mix and you have some pretty crazy stuff going on, it gets pretty easy to lose control. Shit happens. F1 drivers flip their cars and roll 15 times. People dose and lose their minds. Chances are, when things start to get crazy, you better back off, rather than flooring the gas and downshifting. Xanax is LITERALLY prescribed for panic attacks, and it sounds like you had one dawg. It'll calm you down, almost inarguably. Taking phenethylamines/amphetamines is a bad idea in this situation, it's like trying to outrun a train when you could easily stop before it. Fighting fire with fire, etc.

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT - gumming some molly isn't the best option for taking the edge off too many drugs, unless the situation is one of calm, crushing sadness. 99% of the time these problems revolve around panic, anxiousness, fear, over-thinking, and other things that benzos are intended for.

I'm not advocating stacking up tons of drugs, although I do advocate that because it's lots of fun.

High horse dismounted.

Did you say, in your trip log, that you took acid the day after this experience? Did I miss the explanation for that because that seems like a totally different kind of crazy. How old are you and your...was it cousin?






edit: Just read your post #63 here. Agreed, do as you want, and we're only getting a small slice of your life. All the best, keep shredding life.
 
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My question OP is why the hell did you feel the need to eat so much acid? Like really examine the reasons, not just "I like to go hard, it's my personality" that is not an analysis of why you decided to eat so much, it's a excuse as to why you ate so much. I think you need to find the root of this issue if you ever plan on taking psychs again. (Which honestly I wouldn't recommend)

Quote for fucking truth. Before you take ANY substance, you should always ask yourself WHY you are doing it in the first place. Be honest with yourself. Think about the the benefits that the experience maybring you, but also examine the risks and your motivations for doing it in the first place. Hoffman and Shulgin didn't release their creations on the world for people to self destruct on. Psychedelics CAN be used for good, but you have to have the right motivations and the right intentions.
 
Quote for fucking truth. Before you take ANY substance, you should always ask yourself WHY you are doing it in the first place. Be honest with yourself. Think about the the benefits that the experience maybring you, but also examine the risks and your motivations for doing it in the first place. Hoffman and Shulgin didn't release their creations on the world for people to self destruct on. Psychedelics CAN be used for good, but you have to have the right motivations and the right intentions.

One bad acid trip and this tends to become obvious I would have thought. I learned the same lesson again from DMT, and I learned it quick.
 
Introspective nightmare.. bring healthy things into your life and you may just have a introspective dreamland! set and setting..
 
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