Well you sir are a very good person, I wish I could get two jobs and help out to, I want to do so many things to help her, to help my family. But its all in my mind. In real life im just a spoiled rude fucking idiot. And I hate myself for it.
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Acid- Mind torn to pieces, most devilish nightmarish trip you can imagine- report
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Just wondering, what would they do in an emergency room for someone who is tripping out of his mind all delusional and paranoid on such a high dose?? just put him to sleep? :S surely the trip would manifest into a nightmare or some shit and them paramedics trying to inject you with a needle would be the craziest shit ever on acid!! lol
I wish I could actually explain the entire trip because this is just the main point, me dying over and over again/ being brought back to life there was so much shit going on I cant even being to describe. Bits I cant even remember my mind trying to block it out I guess. Thanks anyway guys, its good to get this out in the open I want to move past it as its been tormenting me for the past months :D
xHippiexchildx
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They normally give you xanax or ativan to snap you out of it.. or they'll give you beta blockers to bring your heart beat and blood pressure down.
Yeah I was going to say, I'm not really suprised having read this experience. Last time I took ONE 150ug tab, I had a more than sufficient trip that was filled with all sorts of whacky and dark imagery, that left me pondering myself in a very helpful and interesting way.
My question OP is why the hell did you feel the need to eat so much acid? Like really examine the reasons, not just "I like to go hard, it's my personality" that is not an analysis of why you decided to eat so much, it's a excuse as to why you ate so much. I think you need to find the root of this issue if you ever plan on taking psychs again. (Which honestly I wouldn't recommend)
Did you not realise how much you are taking? 400ug+ straight to the face, is a SERIOUS dose. I too, like Busty would not take such a large amount unless I were specifically pushing my limits, which I would do in the safest most controllable environment possible with a trip sitter, and definitely not with my Mum in the next room. If however you are aware of how strong 400ug really is, I think you should take some consideration as to why you felt the need to eat so much, because abusing psychs never ends well, you just eventually get an ass paddling to remember.
"However, Ive got a friend who has taken 6 x 200 micrograms + magic mushrooms + weed and he was okay. Thus its ME who is the problem" sorry to labour the point, but yeah I think it is you that is the problem, you seem to approaching it like a game almost. Well my friend survived this amount, therefore I must do the same or there is a problem with me? Drugs are not a competition by any means, and all brains are so different this kind of logic is completely flawed. I've been guilty of this before, until I learned my lesson, but you need to think am I taking this stuff to help myself? Or am I taking it to prove something to myself?
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Well its not a game, but its an exploration of my mind. The higher the dose the more I learn about my self, although this experience was beyond insane I believe I have learnt some valuable truths about life which will guide me overall. I knew to a certain extent my trip would be bad, although never predicted it would get out of control to this extent. I have a pretty "dark" personality and by that I mean I like to push my self to the extreme REGARDLESS of the consequences. You say there has to be a "deeper" reason as to why I took a dose that large, I say its my personality; to push my self to the extreme without thinking, I want the FULL experience of any drug, be it MDMA, MXE, KETAMINE, MCAT or anything else. I want a full experience, and in my mind a low dose is not the "full experience". (although now I have reached the conclusion with acid and other psychedelics that I can infact have a fuller experience at a lower dose. I dont feel as if I have to "prove" anything to my friends, and frankly it annoys me when people say that is what it is. But yes, it is a game with MYSELF, a game played with myself where I want to top myself every time and reach a higher peak. So yes your right, I do want to prove something to my self to a certain extent.
BTW, I didnt randomly just take 450 micrograms of acid without prior experience to psychedelic drugs. Here is my history in order.
1) 50mg aMT
2) 200mg aMT
3) 4 x acid (80 micrograms each) = 1 hour of a good trip/ the rest paranoia.
4) 125mg aMT
5) 3 x acid (150 micrograms each) ---> THIS IS THE DOSE THAT FUCKED ME UP.
6) THE DAY AFTER this event- 2 x acid (150 micrograms) okay trip.
7) 1 x acid- 200 micrograms (okay trip not to bad).
8) 50mg aMT (very fun trip loved it)
9) 1 x acid- 250 micrograms (bad trip).
10) 1x acid + one hit of 6-apb - at LEAST 300 micrograms in this one hit (bad trip) --> but then I took the 6-apb and candyflipped turned to the BEST trip of my LIFE!! loved it.
Here is what I think why I am prone to bad trips.. NOT because of the large dose, but because of the environment, Ive taken all my acid hits at home (where I had really bad memories/ and where my family is, so I feel insecure and paranoid to begin with). Even at a dose as low as 200 micrograms Ive had a bad trip! AS SOON as I put the acid in my mouth I can feel the paranoia building up so yes its my personality also, but the enviroment has to play a factor to.
From now on if I take acid I would candyflip with mdma or 6-apb (but I would take a fairly high dose of acid as its magical when candyflipping). BUT I doubt ill take acid anytime soon, however I do plan on taking aMT 60mg in perhaps in 20 days or so.
1) 50mg aMT
2) 200mg aMT
3) 4 x acid (80 micrograms each) = 1 hour of a good trip/ the rest paranoia.
4) 125mg aMT
5) 3 x acid (150 micrograms each) ---> THIS IS THE DOSE THAT FUCKED ME UP.
6) THE DAY AFTER this event- 2 x acid (150 micrograms) okay trip.
7) 1 x acid- 200 micrograms (okay trip not to bad).
8) 50mg aMT (very fun trip loved it)
9) 1 x acid- 250 micrograms (bad trip).
10) 1x acid + one hit of 6-apb - at LEAST 300 micrograms in this one hit (bad trip) --> but then I took the 6-apb and candyflipped turned to the BEST trip of my LIFE!! loved it.
Here is what I think why I am prone to bad trips.. NOT because of the large dose, but because of the environment, Ive taken all my acid hits at home (where I had really bad memories/ and where my family is, so I feel insecure and paranoid to begin with). Even at a dose as low as 200 micrograms Ive had a bad trip! AS SOON as I put the acid in my mouth I can feel the paranoia building up so yes its my personality also, but the enviroment has to play a factor to.
From now on if I take acid I would candyflip with mdma or 6-apb (but I would take a fairly high dose of acid as its magical when candyflipping). BUT I doubt ill take acid anytime soon, however I do plan on taking aMT 60mg in perhaps in 20 days or so.
Hmm seems like an average benzo cant be that helpful. I guess the BEST way to end a bad trip is to take mdma or some other euphoric drug. I imagine at my peak of madness I took 6-apb my trip would have turned heavenly although there is the trust issue with paranoia, someone giving you a pill are you really going to swollow it?
the hard way. But that trip could have been amazing if I had some mdma!When they "shocked" me I would get closed eye visuals of electricity and shit, I would litrilly see people around me trying to bring me back to life the entire room had changed like I was in another dimension it was fucked up shit ..I wish I avoided that night. I WAS STUPID I ADMIT!
xHippiexchildx
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All of you saying benzos don't work for snapping someone out of a bad trip obviously knows NOTHING about medical practices. Ive read a good 200 reports that involve people having bad trips, going to the hospital, the doctor giving them a benzo, and then they snap out of it! I've personally had this happen to me! Taking MDMA will increase the heartrate even further. Do you kids know NOTHING about what you put into your body?
rocknroll702
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it sounds to me like ur LSD was dirty and if it wasnt then you just ate more than u could handle and werent in a good setting more or less-- good LSD should never cause u to feel bad in my opinion
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xHippiexchildx
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What so funny? MDMA can put any person into panic mode. Do you even know what that drug does to the body while it's going through your system? Good GOD! 8(
I have to agree with hippie child, What do you mean it seems like it can't be helpful, how could you possibly know? I guarantee you it is a better alternative to ecstasy if you're having a bit of a freak out. I find E takes away from the acid, UNLESS you accidentally stack the peaks on top of each other, then you will be goooone.
Please don't take this as an attack OP, I'm not trying to be a drug snob or a dickhead, I just think if you really want to enjoy these drugs you need to analyse your personality, and when I said there was a deeper reason for you taking such a huge dose, and you responded it's just my personality, well what I was getting at is that there's a deeper reason for WHY it's your personality. I may be wrong as I'm only speaking from my personal experience, but everyone I've know to just slam huge amounts of drugs in their body for no real reason other than "I just have to go the extreme" they're trying to bury something they don't want to deal with.
Also your comment about how the trip would have been amazing if you'd just had some MDMA, this worries me dude, the answer to too many drugs, is rarely more drugs.
Again, don't take this as an attack by any means, just something to think about is all.
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lol to say that drugs such as mdma wont be a good idea to end a bad trip is a joke! mdma or other euphoric drugs like 6-apb would act alot better than benzos which merely reduce anxiety, although mdma may increase heart rate it also creates empathy, euphoria etc.. From my experience anyway, 6-apb managed to snap me out of a bad trip within 40 mins after consumption. MY experience. And yes, there might be a "deeper" meaning to why I take large doses of drugs, but if you look hard enough, you can find a "deeper" meaning to every action. Lets not get all therapeutic 
BishopsBishop
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Please read this back to yourself - this does not mean that people experiencing a bad trip on psychedelics will be fixed by consuming MDMA or 6-APB. Drawing that conclusion from "my friends this" is really dumb.
No way would you want to dose mdma while tripping balls on acid, your going to come up on mdma and feel much more anxious until it actually hits you. Then if your lucky you will feel euphoric and nice, but still tripping balls. Get a hold of your self, if you are dosing psyches to try to 'learn' something about your self or life i would say to leave them the fuck alone. Most of your trips are bad, which will only give you negative aspects and vibes on life. + most of the ideas people 'learn' and unlock on psychedelics don't really stay with them in the future, unless they are an extremely spiritual person who knows how to channel that experience into life. Seems to me like you just want to get fucked up at the spur of the moment which i can't hate on you for, because iv done that to.
Ending note here, stay away from psychedelics they are teaching you nothing in your case and you are basically paying for a bad time. If you insist on tripping in the future A) try tripping outside this time away from home B) take a lower dose C) Have a benzo on hand, xanax being the best one to take you out of a bad trip.
Ending note here, stay away from psychedelics they are teaching you nothing in your case and you are basically paying for a bad time. If you insist on tripping in the future A) try tripping outside this time away from home B) take a lower dose C) Have a benzo on hand, xanax being the best one to take you out of a bad trip.
xHippiexchildx
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lol to say that drugs such as mdma wont be a good idea to end a bad trip is a joke! mdma or other euphoric drugs like 6-apb would act alot better than benzos which merely reduce anxiety, although mdma may increase heart rate it also creates empathy, euphoria etc.. From my experience anyway, 6-apb managed to snap me out of a bad trip within 40 mins after consumption. MY experience. And yes, there might be a "deeper" meaning to why I take large doses of drugs, but if you look hard enough, you can find a "deeper" meaning to every action. Lets not get all therapeutic
No wonder you have bad trips on psychedelics, you know absolutely nothing about what they do!
Well, if this is your cure for a bad trip, I'd suggest snorting some cocaine. I mean, it's euphoric after all right? *Sarcasm* 8)
From now on, take my advice, and have a benzo on deck. After all, that is what benzos are made for. To stop anxiety dead in it's tracks.