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Greenlighter
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- Apr 29, 2013
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Hello everyone,
A friend-of-a-friend connection who promised he had tested his product appears to have been lying and gave me something laced with meth. No clue what proportion of it was actually MDMA. I realize I was a dumbass to trust a mere acquaintance and not test it myself, but at this point all I can do is ask your advice for how to take care of my body and recuperate.
I'm assuming it was mixed with meth because since we ingested the molly at about 11 pm on Saturday 8/17/13. It didn't feel markedly different from previous rolls that we had tested and verified to be pure, and yet I haven't gotten a WINK of sleep since then, despite trying over and over all last night. I feel exhausted and yet I've kept awake. So we're talking 36 hours without sleep at this point (9 am on Monday 8/19).
I still don't feel tired! But I am ordering myself to be asleep by 9 pm this evening, the 48 hour point, at the very latest. When I try to sleep I can't stop bouncing my legs or feet, and instead of calm quiet, my head is filled with a bunch of running voices and images that I seem to have no control over- not exactly hallucinations, rather it's those dream-like impressions you retain as you're half woken up from a dream. After keeping my eyes shut for about two minutes I get the overpowering, uncomfortable urge to sit back up. This is unlike anything I experienced from a pure roll, and I figure it can't be anything except meth.
The main question: when do you think I'll be able to sleep, and is the consumption of a small amount of meth going to wreak some serious havoc on my body beyond what's already occurred? The comedown was mild, no depressive emotions or unusual physical strains, just some listlessness and the insomnia. I feel sober now aside from strung out with lack of sleep. I think I also detect some little tics (like desire to clean and verbosity) though they're vastly faded. My heartbeat might be rapid on its own, but I have the tendency to mentally trick it into pounding by getting nervous.
But should I expect more repercussions to come in the next few days? What do you recommend to eat (food and supplements) or do you all have any other advice to minimize the damage as much as I can? I have today off of work but have to return tomorrow at 3 pm- do you think I will be recovered enough to make it through an 8 hr shift? It's not a demanding job, but I'd have to appear sober and not like a sleepless zombie.
All my sheepish gratitude if you can help my careless self with her mistake
Thanks in advance.
A friend-of-a-friend connection who promised he had tested his product appears to have been lying and gave me something laced with meth. No clue what proportion of it was actually MDMA. I realize I was a dumbass to trust a mere acquaintance and not test it myself, but at this point all I can do is ask your advice for how to take care of my body and recuperate.
I'm assuming it was mixed with meth because since we ingested the molly at about 11 pm on Saturday 8/17/13. It didn't feel markedly different from previous rolls that we had tested and verified to be pure, and yet I haven't gotten a WINK of sleep since then, despite trying over and over all last night. I feel exhausted and yet I've kept awake. So we're talking 36 hours without sleep at this point (9 am on Monday 8/19).
I still don't feel tired! But I am ordering myself to be asleep by 9 pm this evening, the 48 hour point, at the very latest. When I try to sleep I can't stop bouncing my legs or feet, and instead of calm quiet, my head is filled with a bunch of running voices and images that I seem to have no control over- not exactly hallucinations, rather it's those dream-like impressions you retain as you're half woken up from a dream. After keeping my eyes shut for about two minutes I get the overpowering, uncomfortable urge to sit back up. This is unlike anything I experienced from a pure roll, and I figure it can't be anything except meth.
The main question: when do you think I'll be able to sleep, and is the consumption of a small amount of meth going to wreak some serious havoc on my body beyond what's already occurred? The comedown was mild, no depressive emotions or unusual physical strains, just some listlessness and the insomnia. I feel sober now aside from strung out with lack of sleep. I think I also detect some little tics (like desire to clean and verbosity) though they're vastly faded. My heartbeat might be rapid on its own, but I have the tendency to mentally trick it into pounding by getting nervous.
But should I expect more repercussions to come in the next few days? What do you recommend to eat (food and supplements) or do you all have any other advice to minimize the damage as much as I can? I have today off of work but have to return tomorrow at 3 pm- do you think I will be recovered enough to make it through an 8 hr shift? It's not a demanding job, but I'd have to appear sober and not like a sleepless zombie.
All my sheepish gratitude if you can help my careless self with her mistake
Thanks in advance.
