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ebola? said:(if anything, I am most satisfied with MDAO's formulation put forth in a prior thread)
Coming from someone who is a league above me in the art of philosophy, I take this as a great compliment.
I'll reiterate it, for everyone's sake: Spirituality is openness to the possibility that you living your life right here right now is part of some greater plan, laid out by some force or being much greater than you.
I like this definition, which is my own wording but is hardly unique to me, because it sets spirituality completely apart from science. Nothing that science discovers will either rule in or rule out the possibility that you being right here right now is not a random accident. This definition also establishes spirituality as a separate enterprise from philosophy. Philosophical inquiry can elucidate aspects of the human condition regardless of whether we're subjected to it right now for some external reason. I don't have a problem with anyone who's just not spiritual, who is simply not intrigued by the possibility to a higher purpose to their sentient existence. It's certainly not everyone's cup of joe. But I do have a problem with people insisting to me I ought not to be spiritual, and that science (and/or philosophy) have soundly discredited spirituality in all its forms once and for all.
I've gone through various phases when it comes to spiritual matters. It may be hard for a lot of regulars who know me here to believe, but I read the entire American Atheists homepage when I was 18, and tried the whole scoffing at spirituality thing for years. I was not a very spiritual person in my early days here at BL.
My experiences with drugs have certainly had an influence on how I've approached spiritual (and philosophical) matters, but they've never played a central role in my beliefs, or certainly not a more influential role than any other non-drug life experiences I've had. If anything, drugs (especially dissociatives) have opened me up to the possibility of entirely different modes of sentient existence than I ever could have imagined, and this has broadened the range of spiritual scenarios I'd be willing to consider.
I definitely do not relate to the seeker who uses drugs and comes out of it all stripped of all of their faith, which seems to be a fairly common species around this website. FWIW, Kabbalah teachers warn that one of the dangers of having a mystical experience without the life experience to be able to properly integrate it is to become a nihilist and essentially give up on life.
I have come to the conclusion that some sort of faith that my life is part of a greater plan is indispensable for me. If someone could show me evidence beyond all reasonable doubt that me being right here right now was a random and pointless accident never to be repeated, I'd be ready to die tomorrow. If anyone else finds it empowering or uplifting to believe that their life has no inherent meaning or purpose, I don't begrudge you that, and am proud of you. Personally, I don't see it, and probably never will. To me, sentient existence is pretty damn painful, and if it's all for nothing, I want out, now. Unbelievers are fond of saying people are spiritual because they're afraid to die. That doesn't ring true to my experience -- my spirituality is much more motivated by ambivalence about living than about dying.
Drugs have certainly played some role in my realization of what I just laid out in the last paragraph. That said, I think I would have eventually come to the same conclusion had I never chemically bent my consciousness.
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