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shelbix

shelbix

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Location
bloomington il
As a kid i could sleep all day and stay up tell sunrise. My grandpa would always say: MCcauley I don't know how you will ever hold a job "you have your days and nights mixed up" .. SO then i would say: "Then i will work nights".

I am 22 years old and i work 2nd and 3rd shift I work at a bar club, I am a heroin addict. , I did not come from a broken home and i have an education and i don't have kids. Most people in my life only vary few of my friends do not even know i am a, junkie because i am not, i am a functioning addict witch probably isn't much better but whatever.
i am what you would probably call ocd/control freak . i call it perfectionist its my way of maintaining a i like to hide my self destructive life style.. i don't complain much i am a private person i like to keep my shit to my self unless its to my drug dealer then then all i do is complain about what i get.. well i am new to blue light I joined this site becaouse i feel like im alone and losing control i dont have many junkie friends that share my secret there all fucking shady. and then my clean friends i just rather continue pertending they dont know when they know. other than that im just lost and alone
 
Hello & welcome to BL ... & Happy Aloha Friday :)
So glad you've taken the next step & registered to become a part of our most awesome forums & family. There's so many people here who are genuine in their concern and care for others, that this is just the best place for people like us. I'm sure you'll find the right people here to get to know. & don't Ever be afraid to ask questions. This place is just full of great, reliable & safe information & advice. All here for the asking ;)
Well, my best wishes to you & look forward to see ya in the threads soon. Hope you have lotsa fun, be safe & please remember, when you're here... You truly are among friends.
Peace & Aloha,
~ N3f :)
 
Welcome to bluelight!!!!

That's quite the story let me know what you need if there's anything at all I can do for you.
I'll be here to talk to
Private message me whenever you want:)
 
Heey trains! Goodmornin' to ya & happy Ahoha Friday :)
Hope your day is going well. Mines just starting over here, but Im already bracing for a crazy day. My boy has a big soccer scrimmage with a team that's an entire age division higher then our guys. LoL ~ should be a fun game to watch, at the very least. Although.. My son plays goalie, so I'm just hoping he doesnt get trampled over for the whole game. Hahaha!!! ;P
Well, hope you're having a decent day at work & not too stressed today. After all. It is Friday, hehe.. Which means a few hours more & then - the WEEKEND! ~ LoL
Take care my friend & talk to ya soon
~ N3f ✌:)
 
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