People won’t understand what I’m trying to explain. People don’t know me like you do. People don’t know you like I do. But I sit opposite you on a table with a big 43 stenciled on it, in a franchise pub in London. Surrounded by suits in gathering for a momentary cause, we are here however because of where we have come from, what we have been through and I guess we are both swimming in murky water trying to determine where our relationship in whatever state…is heading.
As I write this I hope the reader doesn’t just accept this as satisfaction of words to cure her wonder in how other people feel and think. I do know with my heart that what I write from here on will be respected and taken on board, purely for the fact that the reader, Belinda Chisholm, knows, feels, lives and understands so much that she will have an unspoken respect for reading my words of jumbleness. She will know, hopefully, what I’m trying to say and understand the process in putting my thoughts into words… bare with me.
Well I’m about to go home and leave the girl I came here with behind. I’m happy for her that she has chosen to stay on as long as she is endeavouring to. I think this town is suiting her as it not only in itself offers many opportunities for good times, but it’s the base point of all her ideas of travel and new ideas. I can only say to her ‘stay as long as you can’ as I know, although I wish in the same country as me, this is where she’s at in her life and makes her most happy. Goodluck in gathering your ultimate destination I really do hope you make it and I’m there to hear all about the planning, ideas, purchasing and departure for such a trip as I see it makes her so happy and in turn makes me happy that she shares these crazy thoughts with me. You know I’ve always been a sucker for any words that come out of her mouth, so I hope she keeps me in the loop and you never know I may meet her in Mai Pen Rai.
But before she leaves I want her to know a few things about herself, and how I feel about her and think about her… Where does one start.
This girl I’ve met has some amazing qualities. But I guess you really need to know her to discover them. She worries that she freaks people out by her ideas and thoughts but it’s a fear unwarranted. Her thoughts are so simple and down to earth in their effectiveness that it is those who don’t understand her that I feel come across as unworldly and slightly shallow. She has substance and depth and gives a valid meaning to simple things and puts things into perspective with ease. In this moment she carries all of these amazing qualities at this young age along with the idea of looking out for herself and thinking about herself. That is totally understandable for the age she is in and where she is at. But I know in the future, having seen who and what she really is, in time the lessons she will learn, put together with the qualities she already possesses, someone will fall so in love with her and never ever fall out of love with her and lose the content with her. I am so glad I know her now, bit I am envious of that person who will be fortunate enough to settle with her in the future. I may find someone who will outshine her, but from what I know and all the people I’ve met around the world, A girl like this is rare and precious.
I know and see these qualities because I have lived with her, I have seen her in the time when she wants to settle down, when she is homely and when she knows how her future wants to be. I have also seen her when she wants to have fun, be spontaneous and not have a care in the world. This is a time when people shine bright in her presence and in time this balance will get better and better I feel. These have been two extremes in her life while she has lived abroad but when the balance of the two (maturity) come together, along with beautiful general quality she already carries the final result will be a woman that those who know her will feel special to do so. I’ve never met anyone who believes in the most simplest of things, carry the most simplest of answers and yet is always so true and correct no matter how hard or difficult the problem she tackles. The advice she has shown me about issues that I feel are hard, difficult and complicated seem to be so simple and effective and realistic. I don’t know how she has come about like this, most people have some of these qualities for only some areas, but her area of expertise seems to cover every situation…. Is this a gift or are there many people like this but I have only come across one thus far?
its not one that I want to loose touch with.
Neither of us really know what the future holds. Flying back home and putting a hemisphere between us will determine just how strong our relationship is, and although on the same wavelength, will it be a strong enough wave to continue contact and friendship into the future. We have come from different backgrounds and taught each other many a things. But I do feel I owe her more than what she owes me as I know I don’t hold some of the strong and positive qualities that she already has. Deep down, I see this girl with such a level head on her shoulders that she really does know what is right and what is wrong. She may have a little corruption distort it sometimes but as time goes on and the travelling bug passes she will put all of this together and what will result is a sweet little flower that will never loose its bloom, never loose its life and never loose sight of what is right and what is wrong.
I wish her luck and hopefully down the track I will see the result of the stones that she has already laid will lead to a beautiful, extraordinary individual that will continue to shine well into her future….There is no need to hold my breathe in anticipation of this occurring as I feel it is well on the way.
X
As I write this I hope the reader doesn’t just accept this as satisfaction of words to cure her wonder in how other people feel and think. I do know with my heart that what I write from here on will be respected and taken on board, purely for the fact that the reader, Belinda Chisholm, knows, feels, lives and understands so much that she will have an unspoken respect for reading my words of jumbleness. She will know, hopefully, what I’m trying to say and understand the process in putting my thoughts into words… bare with me.
Well I’m about to go home and leave the girl I came here with behind. I’m happy for her that she has chosen to stay on as long as she is endeavouring to. I think this town is suiting her as it not only in itself offers many opportunities for good times, but it’s the base point of all her ideas of travel and new ideas. I can only say to her ‘stay as long as you can’ as I know, although I wish in the same country as me, this is where she’s at in her life and makes her most happy. Goodluck in gathering your ultimate destination I really do hope you make it and I’m there to hear all about the planning, ideas, purchasing and departure for such a trip as I see it makes her so happy and in turn makes me happy that she shares these crazy thoughts with me. You know I’ve always been a sucker for any words that come out of her mouth, so I hope she keeps me in the loop and you never know I may meet her in Mai Pen Rai.
But before she leaves I want her to know a few things about herself, and how I feel about her and think about her… Where does one start.
This girl I’ve met has some amazing qualities. But I guess you really need to know her to discover them. She worries that she freaks people out by her ideas and thoughts but it’s a fear unwarranted. Her thoughts are so simple and down to earth in their effectiveness that it is those who don’t understand her that I feel come across as unworldly and slightly shallow. She has substance and depth and gives a valid meaning to simple things and puts things into perspective with ease. In this moment she carries all of these amazing qualities at this young age along with the idea of looking out for herself and thinking about herself. That is totally understandable for the age she is in and where she is at. But I know in the future, having seen who and what she really is, in time the lessons she will learn, put together with the qualities she already possesses, someone will fall so in love with her and never ever fall out of love with her and lose the content with her. I am so glad I know her now, bit I am envious of that person who will be fortunate enough to settle with her in the future. I may find someone who will outshine her, but from what I know and all the people I’ve met around the world, A girl like this is rare and precious.
I know and see these qualities because I have lived with her, I have seen her in the time when she wants to settle down, when she is homely and when she knows how her future wants to be. I have also seen her when she wants to have fun, be spontaneous and not have a care in the world. This is a time when people shine bright in her presence and in time this balance will get better and better I feel. These have been two extremes in her life while she has lived abroad but when the balance of the two (maturity) come together, along with beautiful general quality she already carries the final result will be a woman that those who know her will feel special to do so. I’ve never met anyone who believes in the most simplest of things, carry the most simplest of answers and yet is always so true and correct no matter how hard or difficult the problem she tackles. The advice she has shown me about issues that I feel are hard, difficult and complicated seem to be so simple and effective and realistic. I don’t know how she has come about like this, most people have some of these qualities for only some areas, but her area of expertise seems to cover every situation…. Is this a gift or are there many people like this but I have only come across one thus far?
its not one that I want to loose touch with.
Neither of us really know what the future holds. Flying back home and putting a hemisphere between us will determine just how strong our relationship is, and although on the same wavelength, will it be a strong enough wave to continue contact and friendship into the future. We have come from different backgrounds and taught each other many a things. But I do feel I owe her more than what she owes me as I know I don’t hold some of the strong and positive qualities that she already has. Deep down, I see this girl with such a level head on her shoulders that she really does know what is right and what is wrong. She may have a little corruption distort it sometimes but as time goes on and the travelling bug passes she will put all of this together and what will result is a sweet little flower that will never loose its bloom, never loose its life and never loose sight of what is right and what is wrong.
I wish her luck and hopefully down the track I will see the result of the stones that she has already laid will lead to a beautiful, extraordinary individual that will continue to shine well into her future….There is no need to hold my breathe in anticipation of this occurring as I feel it is well on the way.
X
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