a world stuck on repeat

[mirabii]

Driving around in circles
A never ending backwards and forwards
Speeding up on the corners
Only to stop for the lights
Tripping over unanswered questions
Becoming well acquainted with the ground
I used to fly through these times
With a serenity only naivety combined with
Wisdom from a child's eyes could provide
This time I drag my feet as though
Made of lead
And as I try to warm my frozen hands
I turn to go back again
Does this coreographed movement
Throughout my life
Bring me to where I'm meant to be?
Was there some sideroad I missed because
I knew the routine too well?
These questions echo on
As I collect myself to begin again
The dance to a world stuck on repeat
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Just something that's been floating around in my head lately.. never worked out where the bumps fit into this though.
- Mez
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if you found out you were dreaming, would you want to wake up?
Please don't interrupt me. That last sentence took a lot of effort to think of and now I have to think of another one.

 

[Dont_Call_Me]

maybe ya should drive though a few more red lights
=oP
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Dont Call Me
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Unless you can see inside my head, you couldn't possibly understand... I'm happier when things are falling appart... but you'll never know, just by looking at me!
- Less Than Jake -
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[Noodle]

*bump*
I keep wanting to respond in the bluelight voice that I usually apply to this moniker, but I just can't....just got to be me then and write that this touched my heart a bit and moved my mind to reflecting on past emotion.

 

[cand-E bamber]

ive been reading this over & over for the last few days. i dont know how to respond. i really like it.. its just a lil too close to home & my comfort zone is a blur. i feel like im reading my own thoughts & im not sure if i like what im reading.. that im stuck in the same patterns. its a lil disappointing. anymore, moving on means circling the same path & never really moving on at all.
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Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too? - Douglas Adams

 

[FrEdDo]

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[Noodle]

I guess that thinking of living as being caught in cycles with cyclical orbits that only seem to reach farther out from center all the time can bum you out, when you feel that the orbits have actually been fixed for what seems to long, and that is a bad thing.

 

[mirabii]

Noodle, that's where i was coming from.. Like just an overwhelming sense of stuck but not that it's hopeless... i'm just kinda waiting for something to push me on to the next little orbit (to borrow your word!) or... *shrugs*
Things have actually been moving a bit for me on the surface, but they haven't seemed to penetrate into the deeper so far..
*circles some more*