a truthful poem

[oreocub]

just a flow of thoughts, ill do this in sections divided by posts. I'll look back on any constructive criticism this weekend or tomorrow when I'm not . need some constructive criticism on how each body of text flows together.
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pain

the shell of a person
persona
the pills shell kills your shell
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a girl
a pill
how can two things
change your life so much
in the period of all these years.

so many paths
fuck your passive aggressiveness,
i'm not a fucking fooled tool, I know you.
little social game, I don't need to be
high to understand what you're doing.
your little social game made me who I am.
I'd rather be high then deal with your shit.

why does everything make much more
sense when you're elevated?
why is everyone prettier?
why are the lights prettier?
. . .
_{not everyone can be a star. but you think you can.}
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always numb, why do you numb yourself
even further? does the darkend numbness
make you feel something?
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fuzzy.
regret.
fuzzy loathing.
contradicting.
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realization and switch.
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you want truth?
asexual.
fuck sex.
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i care more about you
then your fucking ass
you're perfect enough
for me. i'm perfect for.
you and me.
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text me.
dextrose.