BrightEyesIsMe
Bluelighter
I sit here crying again
I have not cried in a long time
Sensations, feelings, pain, race through my body
Wearing me out
I am shaking
My linc just screamed at me
Now I am wearing everybody else down
I want to take the plunge off the cliff
But I don't want to die
I just want to fly
To a place of peace and reassurance
Just for a little while
I need something that my brain is not allowing me to let in
Too much bad shit taking me down
And not in a peaceful manner
I need something
I need time for myself
There I go being selfish again
Why can't I stop crying
GOD help me I can't stop
I could name the river I have created as it is growing so large
I think I would name it something American Indian like
I know, It would be "The River of the Sad One"
There would be a great story behind it of a goofy ass girl
And how she just could not take the life she bore
But over time it would turn into a story of hope
People would come to see it just to take time off from the real world
Some would just sit beside and cry
Adding on there sorrows and allowing them selves to find peace
I like that ending better
Bringing a better way for others
I don't know
It just sounds kind of relaxing
My fairy tale now ending and I have to go
My river may one day dry up
But, as with all stories and fairy tales, it will never be forgotten
I have not cried in a long time
Sensations, feelings, pain, race through my body
Wearing me out
I am shaking
My linc just screamed at me
Now I am wearing everybody else down
I want to take the plunge off the cliff
But I don't want to die
I just want to fly
To a place of peace and reassurance
Just for a little while
I need something that my brain is not allowing me to let in
Too much bad shit taking me down
And not in a peaceful manner
I need something
I need time for myself
There I go being selfish again
Why can't I stop crying
GOD help me I can't stop
I could name the river I have created as it is growing so large
I think I would name it something American Indian like
I know, It would be "The River of the Sad One"
There would be a great story behind it of a goofy ass girl
And how she just could not take the life she bore
But over time it would turn into a story of hope
People would come to see it just to take time off from the real world
Some would just sit beside and cry
Adding on there sorrows and allowing them selves to find peace
I like that ending better
Bringing a better way for others
I don't know
It just sounds kind of relaxing
My fairy tale now ending and I have to go
My river may one day dry up
But, as with all stories and fairy tales, it will never be forgotten
cheer up! you're making me sad. i wish you would get over this.