so I was just going through this and I realized that I only write when I'm upset, well this entry changes that. I'm doing MUCH better from the last time I wrote anything here. I've been back in school for a couple months now and that's going great. I took english 101 over the winter semester and Aced that, now I'm in english 102, history 111, speech 101, and math 082 for spring. I think I'm doing well in those also.
I have also been very good as far as drug use. I haven't used heroin or cocaine in close to 6 months I think :D I guess I'm weird because I don't know exactly when my last hit was, I feel like a lot of addicts count off the days clean, then the weeks, then the months, but I just never did that![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
maybe when I jump off of the suboxone I'll keep a record, but right now I just guess. I'm not off by more than a week or two I'm sure. Either way the point is I'm doing REALLY well. It's just finally so awesome to be able to post something positive in my blog here. I'm babysitting my nephew today and he's so much fun, we watched Spongebob and played with his toys all morning, then we went outside and jumped on the trampoline, he swung on the swing for a bit, and now he's sitting on my lap playing with the webcam while I type this. I 
him.
ok BL, that's my update. the first positive one evar! :D I hope you guys are doing as well as I am!
I have also been very good as far as drug use. I haven't used heroin or cocaine in close to 6 months I think :D I guess I'm weird because I don't know exactly when my last hit was, I feel like a lot of addicts count off the days clean, then the weeks, then the months, but I just never did that
maybe when I jump off of the suboxone I'll keep a record, but right now I just guess. I'm not off by more than a week or two I'm sure. Either way the point is I'm doing REALLY well. It's just finally so awesome to be able to post something positive in my blog here. I'm babysitting my nephew today and he's so much fun, we watched Spongebob and played with his toys all morning, then we went outside and jumped on the trampoline, he swung on the swing for a bit, and now he's sitting on my lap playing with the webcam while I type this. I him.ok BL, that's my update. the first positive one evar! :D I hope you guys are doing as well as I am!
