a shell

tonight there was a lot of tension between my boyfriend and i. eventually we argued and he told me that he feels like i'm not myself anymore and that he's always laying next to a "shell." it took him a while to notice i guess, three years actually. it just sucks when there's that one person you pour your heart and soul into and they still picture you as just a shell of what once used to be a human being.

i can't pretend that it didn't break my heart. he's my best friend, my love. if i'm a shell to him i don't know what the hell i look like to the rest of the world.

fuck it though.

 

I'm sorry....
Have you guys talked about it in more detail-
Did you come to find any solutions to the problem??
Hope things get better soon.