Poetry A ramble to get it out

[PixelParalysis]

The licorice won't leave my mouth
I gargle and spit and brush and floss
I rattle through cabinets of liquids and pills
Reading each label and crossing my fingers
I find no bandaids to patch the leak
My tearful eyes pouring down
I feel both nothing and everything
The faucet is on but no water
The sirens blare with no sound
The car is moving but we're still parked
I'm screaming and shaking
I've never been so still
I'm puking and eating
Singing and silent
Floating
Sinking
Breathing
Drowning
Living
Dying
And fuck if I know
How to make it stop

 

[FixXxer]

My tearful eyes pouring down
I feel both nothing and everything

I've been there. It gets better if you make, and let, it be.

I'm screaming and shaking

Singing and silent

This is me much lately.
I'm sure for different reasons.
But we've got this .

Watched the movie "Everybody's hero" last night
"Just keep swinging"