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This isn't by any means the highest I've been or the worst I've wigged out, but I swear if I make it through without all the terrible things that I feel are going to take place any second actually happening like the law randomly swooping me up for something, or my friends plotting and fucking me over, or getting robbed, or getting jumped doing laundry, or anything anything involving the law I will get my shit straight, and I will not bang dope until I am employed (and even then in moderation), stable, doing something to promote my future and I will refrain certain criminal behaviors, I will attain a healthy weight and physique, and have a level of financial security.
I promise to all the forces that I don't believe in and I promise to myself, if I make it through this night/next without something terrible happening I will turn over a new leaf, and repent for past deeds.
I'm serious.
This isn't by any means the highest I've been or the worst I've wigged out, but I swear if I make it through without all the terrible things that I feel are going to take place any second actually happening like the law randomly swooping me up for something, or my friends plotting and fucking me over, or getting robbed, or getting jumped doing laundry, or anything anything involving the law I will get my shit straight, and I will not bang dope until I am employed (and even then in moderation), stable, doing something to promote my future and I will refrain certain criminal behaviors, I will attain a healthy weight and physique, and have a level of financial security.
I promise to all the forces that I don't believe in and I promise to myself, if I make it through this night/next without something terrible happening I will turn over a new leaf, and repent for past deeds.
I'm serious.