What happened to your condition enhanced?
I have taken a turn for the worse….after the previous described issues I smoked weed for 3 days; then came down with a horrible fever.
Two weeks later I have stabbing pains in my
Lungs (especially in one spot) coughing at night with a bit of nasty tasting phlegm.
I feel like the decades of weed smoking have permanently destroyed me. I could have pneumonia, RSV, lung scarring or something worse. Just had a chest x ray yesterday so well
See how bad it looks. Doctor seed my lungs sounded bad, you can hear the wheezing.
I feel like I broke myself for real this time. It’s causing a slide back into benzos after one month clean and opioids will follow
And I worry I ll lose my clean time progress and also that I’ll just be too sick and strung out to work.
I lost my job 3 months ago and I’ve had some promising interviews finally this week and now I feel like I will lose it all. I can’t start a new job this sick; I can’t sleep at all at night because it hurts my lungs so much. The cough is mild but there.
Lots
Of panic and worry that I went too far and won’t recover physically and addiction wise
Any success stories coming back from such a thing? Is 15 years of heavy weed use plug 5 years of maybe two joints every other weekend after enough to really destroy my lungs? I did some black tar like 3 months ago for 4 days and I feel like the acetic acid might have burned a hole in my lung
I’m spiraling bad in an anxiety spiral