A poem I wrote.

[Psychonaut08]

Why is it that I want to come back to you?
You've caused me pain, heartache, grief.
We had fun at the start,
and I have many fond memories,
but you were wanting me to commit,
spend my eternity with you.
Our relationship was getting too strong.
You had me wrapped around your finger,
I was 'whipped'.
But my friends told me to let you go,
and so I did.

But, why is it that I want to come back to you?
I'm not in love with you anymore,
in fact I hate you,
but still I lust you.
I feel I need you,
the pain of not being with you,
you're missing presence when I go out,
it's unbearable.

I know why I want to come back you.
you take me to a better place,
but not too far from reality.
You took me away from a world of pain, hate and depression,
at least I thought.
Now I look back I realise the irony,
you brought me into a world of those things,
but you pulled the wool over my eyes,
your legal disguise.
I'm a fiend for you,
and that's why I want come back to you.
But I can't.
I won't.
You're expelled from my life.
My plants can feed themselves.


Yeah, I'm done with mephedrone.
Wish me luck.

 

[RedLeader]

TDS -> Words

 

[speedyedie]

Good luck. That was a really lovely poem.

 

[papernotebook]

good luck, man. i have faith in you, if you have faith in yourself