Hi!
I am a 26 year old male from sweden, EU. I have been using ecstasy since january 2002. I have experienced the honeymoon, where taking too much could have been predicted, but since i didn't know better i over did it back then. After a month of depression i swore never to take E again, but i did anyaway. Now i use it with moderation and just love it. A cupple of times a year is just perfect to spice up my life.
In fact the best time i have had on it, most memerable and all was at a party when i just took one pill. Not 3-4 like i did in the beginning. It started out as a pre-party a cupple of hours at a friends place. I asked the 2 other people there if it was okay with them if i took an e that i had saved up. They were ok with it, but jealous
I started to come up, and they called a cab. We were on the way to this houseparty in the cab, and i asked the driver to pull down the window. He did so, but asked me why, it was winter and cold. I just told him i had asthma.
When we arrived i was so loved up and energetic. I sat in the sofa feeling weird beacuse all other just drank alcohol, but they hadn't really gotten drunk yet, so i was kinda paranoid. But anyway eventually they got drunk and i could live out my E-feelings
I hugged a few girls, danced with them and had fun. It all felt so good. I actually felt sorry for the rest of them. One episode i remember the most was me, after peeing in the toilet, sitting on the toilet seat just embracing myself and feeling generally good.
Another great party where i took 2 pills was halloween 2002. I took the first pill when i walked up my stairs in my house coming home from work. When i got home i sat down at my PC surfing a bit. My girlfriend does not know of my use of E at all. She sat there watching tv, not knowing at all. When i felt the come-up i went into the bathroom, sat down on the toilet and took a crap. Man that felt good, Afterwards i took a shower, feeling exellent. I came out of the bathroom a new an. I was so on top of the world. I sat down by my girlfriend, and i had a hard time keeping still so i went to find some clothes while i asked my girlfriend to mess with my whatch that was not showing the right time. i certainly couldn't change it, haha.
We both got ready for the part, which was held at my neighbours place. When we got there, everyone was dressed up in costumes, and i hugged everyone. It felt so great. After a few hours i felt like taking my second one. 20 minutes after i started to feel my eyes twitch a bit, and i felt like everyone was going crazy. They did actually go crazy, jumping, dancing, due to the large ammounts of alcohol they were taking in. i got into a conversation with one of the girls's brother and he asked me if i was studying to become apsychologist because i was so humble and peaceful in my conversation, LOL.
This was a good party which ended with me and my girlfriend in bed, however she fell asleep and i was left watching tv, and petting my hairy chest, LOL. It felt so good.
today i am hardly doing any E at all. The dealer hans't been heard of in about 9 months so he's probably busted. But i have those memories, and i am willing to discuss the subject here. I hope i am welcome.
-Anders-
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Thnx 'coz it's too freakin' here early to do the intro. thing myself. Way tired://
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too tired....etc. blah. love you baby! but ta-da...es ist mich....werd
