A night that shouldn't have been...but was.

[punktuality]

I finally thought,
I had captured,
The unicorn, the one,
That had gotten away,
So very many times before.
Friends was nice,
But a soft sweet kiss,
A night of embrace,
And a nights sleep,
With you in my arms,
Was nothing short,
Of bliss.

But your intent,
Was far from true,
You didn’t tell me,
That I was not,
The only one.
You remind me of me,
Reflecting my old,
Regrets back in my face,
My old friend karma,
Kicking my ass again.
I was wondering when,
You would show up.

But why?
Am I just a pawn?
Surely it meant something?
no?...I KNOW IT DID!
You don't look at someone,
With those eyes,
Or snuggle in to,
Listen to my,
Heartbeat,
Without,
Meaning,
Something...

I wish it meant nothing,
I might not hurt so badly,
If I were able to hate you,
But alas...

It hurts most,
Because I know,
That it was more,
Than just a mistake.
It hurts because,
I have lost more,
Than a chance...

I may have lost
a friend.

 

[neverwas]

aww *hugs*

such familiar feelings came out through this one.

 

[Mean Girl]

Dude, I wish I had an answer for you in a lot of ways. The one bit of "Am I just a pawn?", it's 50/50 really, and you'll hurt now, but remember that you're learning from it.

*hugs*

She'll come around if you're worth it. Think about that.