should i fall again...
should i trust my mosquito wings
to fly
paper thin
brittle...
i need white gloved touches
words spoken from the mouth of purity
but it has to be real
i could fall head first right now
my wounds still healing,
spattering traces of blood on the floor
but im healing,
im healing
i can feel it
of course, there is only one
who holds that key to my everything
my hearts drops at the thought
but should i wait
wait for the one who left me?
i want to live...
i need to experience
im not going to let what you did to me
hold me down
im going to live
im going to move on
and hopefully i wont be pretending
and ill never forget that i love you
because i know ill never stop
....but im going to step away
and youll realize that im really gone
so scary...
to find this new thing
hiding under a tree in the woods,
hidden, smiling
brand new, perfect
i feel like i should hurt more...
but ive found solace in him...
this new little creature
smiling at me...
please let me be rational
please let me be rational.
i need to feel whats really real..
no delusions of love like i had
no hopes that extended beyond my range of being
i want it all laid out
in geometric tiles...
i still love him...
can i love you too?
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
should i trust my mosquito wings
to fly
paper thin
brittle...
i need white gloved touches
words spoken from the mouth of purity
but it has to be real
i could fall head first right now
my wounds still healing,
spattering traces of blood on the floor
but im healing,
im healing
i can feel it
of course, there is only one
who holds that key to my everything
my hearts drops at the thought
but should i wait
wait for the one who left me?
i want to live...
i need to experience
im not going to let what you did to me
hold me down
im going to live
im going to move on
and hopefully i wont be pretending
and ill never forget that i love you
because i know ill never stop
....but im going to step away
and youll realize that im really gone
so scary...
to find this new thing
hiding under a tree in the woods,
hidden, smiling
brand new, perfect
i feel like i should hurt more...
but ive found solace in him...
this new little creature
smiling at me...
please let me be rational
please let me be rational.
i need to feel whats really real..
no delusions of love like i had
no hopes that extended beyond my range of being
i want it all laid out
in geometric tiles...
i still love him...
can i love you too?
------------------
::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
