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Vomit fox

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I've been here before, today I'm more determined to quit than anytime before, I ask for nothing more than support and people going through the same troubles. I lost my gf, beautiful and more deserving than what I was giving her. But point is I still have my job and I'm still in college, gym and work will keep me busy as I desperately want my life back. 5 years of shit from Vic's to iv heroin and today I'm done :) I'm ready to change, all I have is some Imodium and tons of willpower and hope. Thanks for reading :) ill keep you updated!
 
Hey Vomit fox, I remember your original posts here. Sorry you feel you are back to the same place, but I'm sure you picked up a lot during your stretch of sobriety.

I am actually in the very same place as you: yesterday is/was my last day using, and today is my first sober. I'm probably going to get a little sick, but I also have imodium.

I have to run, but feel free to PM me for moral support.
 
You can do this! l have not used heroin since March 17 and honestly l don't even think about it anymore! It sounds like you have a lot going on for yourself, just wanted to let you know there is hope and people do recover from opiate addiction.
l also quit without using maintenance drugs...hang in there okay?
 
Thanks I'm still torn because my break up with my gf, but I know what I need to do and I won't touch the shit I'm stronger than that and nothing positive will come of it. :) it's good knowing there's others :)
 
My boyfriend and l just broke up a little over two months ago, and it has been a challenge to deal with sober. But you need this time to focus on yourself anyways. We were together for four years, we basically met, fell in love and turned into crazy heroin addicts together. Unfortunately in the end just to much had happened for us to overcome. Although l am sad, l know it is for the best and l will be okay:)
 
I love the sound of your post Fox.. filled with heart and determination..

CACKLE LIKE A CRAZED ADDICTION KILLING DEMON.. LET IT KNOW YOUR HERE TO KILL IT... CHUCKLE AGAIN JUST TO LET IT KNOW IT DOESN'T STAND A FUCKN CHANCE..
and shrouded in BLUE LIGHT AND SUPPORT the demon showed itself and the addiction new it was almost over

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Exactly, focusing in myself and getting where I want to be. Eating healthy, working out and generally just being a better person I anyone I meet or know. Cause if I feed off of anything it's the fact that I'm doing the best I can everytime I can. Yeah I commend you staying sober after the break up, but I figure if I can remain true to myself stay clean and get over this mountain of a hump, then there's nothing I can't do. Literally only a few things that break someone's will, addiction, heartbreak, and the death of a loved one. I pray the third avoids me, but Imma take the first two head on, it's all I know how to do. I'm optimistic though, I know there's more to life and that's worth chasing.
 
Yes! There is more to life and this is what I always remind myself of when I feel awful from my comedown. We can do this stay strong as I have best of luck!
 
Trying to stay positive! I actually dragged myself outta bed and went to the gym, I work the next 7 days straight so as awful as that sounds it'll keep me busy! Working out felt wonderful, listening to good music also gets me Ina good state of mind. Thanks for all the replies! Work till 9 :/ blah get it in though! Money is motivation as they say haha
 
So I went shopping with my brother who is also quitting with me as well, and we bought a ton of healthy food, fish, chicken, eggs, lettuce mushrooms you get the picture. Also got some melatonin for sleep, along with tons of vitamins, B complex, potassium, magnesium, fish oil, one a days etc. Also spent the day cleaning the whole house and my truck to make sure no bad or negative vibes during this whole process. Working out has become my main priority, since i signed up for next quarters classes im motivated to look fantastic haha especially since becoming single which is goin very well, i've never`been dumped before its a hard pill to swallowk, but i feel so great about everything i'm literally finding myself thinking little to none about my ex or the relationship. I stopped blaming myself for the break up and starting to tell myself im a great guy. Hope everyone is doin well, keep`clean, stay motivated, and hold on to every happy moment! Thank You :D
 
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