iameatingjam
Ex-Bluelighter
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Sorry I ranted for long I didn't mean to... if you don't give a shit about what happened in my life this weekend, I totally wouldn't blame you, just scroll down a bit. If wrong category, sorry again.
Friday I got a gram of (almost pure) alprazolam in the mail. I'm usually a moderately smart drug user, I bought I milligram scale (0.001), but it wouldn't give accurate readings under 10mg! I gave my one xanax loving friend what I guessed to be 5mg and he had a great time. I previously wasn't planning on trying some due to a stomach flu, but I ended up snorting small amounts anyway!
They really didn't seem to amount to much. Some friends come over, I ask one of them if he could get me coke and we go on a drive. When we get back I got a decent/relaxed drunk feeling going on with the xanax but no much more.... me and friend (STUPIDLY, I KNOW) decided to each to a line consisting of both coke, mxe and xanax.
BAM
that was the last thing either of us remember.... but all 3 grams of coke were gone, 500mg of MXE was gone and most unbelievable, only 680mg of the 1000mg xanax was left. I sure hope to god we dropped some of that because that is SCARY. Other people at the house said we were being assholes and locking the door doing all the drugs to myself. Some other shit apparently happened, I remember nothing, I've NEVER blacked out like this.
The next day I wake up rather late (4PM) I think, mostly mentally sharp but still totally unable to coordinate my body. I think I did some xanax - I know... wtf was I thinking. and I still wanted coke because well... I never even remember doing any of the other stuff. I do 1.2 grams of meh coke and a everyone else in the house leaves of passes out.... I'm bored so I go to the club by myself (WTF I have never done this before I don't even like the club.) I had a few beer and somehow ( no idea how) ended up at a pizza joint with a bunch of people. I asked them if they could get me some coke they said no they could get meth though, and I agreed.
Meth was my biggest problem drug, I hadn't done it in over 2 years. I don't know what the fuck happened on the money side of things but I apparently withdrew $850 that night.... fuck me.
So I'm in the car with some seemingly nice people and he asks for my cash. I say no way I need to see product first. So he lets me hold on to his gold ring. I'm pretty out of it at this point.
We get the stuff but I can't find the ring, the guys getting angry, so I get out and find it in my sock!! Haha!!! I give him the ring and he gives me what looks like 4 points of speed.... pretty sure I paid $200 but I guess thats why I usually order online.
So 5 minutes after this the guy starts getting all pissed off saying that I hadn't given him the ring! I clearly did!! Nobody was backing me up, he was getting pissed. He stopped the car and said he was gonna search me so I thought fuck that I jumped out and ran as fast as I could all the way home.
I finally made it panting and scared at around 4PM. I had lost both my wallet and my phone. My girlfriend is with a friend and she's fucking pissed at me, and yelling and me... and I almost feel like crying. Wasting close to a grand already this weekend, girlfriend is being mean to me.... I thought well at least I can get high and then two seconds later I trip down the stairs and every piece of crystal I'm grasping falls out of its flap and spreads like spores all over the room.
Well it was time for the stereotypical meth head searches the floor for shards.... for 6 hours... not exactly something I'm proud of. After all that word I recovered 0.17 grams, so probably less than half. Would have been more worth it if this crystal didn't suck balls!! It looked good, smoked good, just didn't feel that great... could just be a long lasting tolerance for me. Girlfriend still being mean and non-understanding to me so I go for a drive pretty much all day with my gfs brother smoking what was left of the shard. Guess what I found on the way? MY WALLET!! Hidden in my sock just like the ring, I ran, jumped slept (well not actually) and a lot more in these clothes and didn't notice. No sign of my phone.
Now I'll spare you the details but since I cancelled all my I.D earlier, it was very difficult to get money out of my chequing account when it was overdraft.... credit card cancelled... and transfers from savings take several days. We spent most of the day jumping through hoops trying to get money until like 7pm when we got another 8-ball of coke... I'm kind of avoid of emotion or inhibition at this point.
WOW!!!! THAT WAS GOOD COKE. But now my girlfriend is so pissed with me she said she couldn't even be around me and some other hurtful stuff (Many of them are justified for sure... I wish she'd cut me some more slack... there's now way I would go back to using regularily, even when I did it was 2,3 days a week. She left around 3 or 4 hours ago (with another guy at that... a friend I trust, but still).
~~~~~Relevant part~~~~~~~~
So here I am at 2:30AM, been high and confused all weekend long. I start work at 8:30. I'm usually smart and know how to put this stuff to bed at the right time but right now I feel pretty sad and am giving significantly less of a shit.
The last time I walked into work shortly after tripping the boss called me out on if first 5 minutes, " YOU LOOK HIGH"
~~~~~The point~~~~~~~~~~~
HOWEVER, I was sick all last week and took two days off. I'm a horrible liar but I was thinking of saying the docs are unsure whats wrong with my stomach so they gave me some pain meds for now and I'm going for a followup checkup later, and thats why I'm looking, acting weird.. Is there any drug anyone knows about that would fit those properties? I know opiates make your pupils small but he might now. Sunglasses would look way too suspicious. Any other ideas would be greatly appreciated because I already dissapointed my boss enough last week!!
Thanks for the help!
I have some xanax I can take ( I put it into a pre remeasured medicine dropper, 2mg per draw... so that never happens again hahaha. About 50mg meth and some suboxone I could potentially take t feel better (BUT NOT HIGH!) depending how I feel.
Friday I got a gram of (almost pure) alprazolam in the mail. I'm usually a moderately smart drug user, I bought I milligram scale (0.001), but it wouldn't give accurate readings under 10mg! I gave my one xanax loving friend what I guessed to be 5mg and he had a great time. I previously wasn't planning on trying some due to a stomach flu, but I ended up snorting small amounts anyway!
They really didn't seem to amount to much. Some friends come over, I ask one of them if he could get me coke and we go on a drive. When we get back I got a decent/relaxed drunk feeling going on with the xanax but no much more.... me and friend (STUPIDLY, I KNOW) decided to each to a line consisting of both coke, mxe and xanax.
BAM
that was the last thing either of us remember.... but all 3 grams of coke were gone, 500mg of MXE was gone and most unbelievable, only 680mg of the 1000mg xanax was left. I sure hope to god we dropped some of that because that is SCARY. Other people at the house said we were being assholes and locking the door doing all the drugs to myself. Some other shit apparently happened, I remember nothing, I've NEVER blacked out like this.
The next day I wake up rather late (4PM) I think, mostly mentally sharp but still totally unable to coordinate my body. I think I did some xanax - I know... wtf was I thinking. and I still wanted coke because well... I never even remember doing any of the other stuff. I do 1.2 grams of meh coke and a everyone else in the house leaves of passes out.... I'm bored so I go to the club by myself (WTF I have never done this before I don't even like the club.) I had a few beer and somehow ( no idea how) ended up at a pizza joint with a bunch of people. I asked them if they could get me some coke they said no they could get meth though, and I agreed.
Meth was my biggest problem drug, I hadn't done it in over 2 years. I don't know what the fuck happened on the money side of things but I apparently withdrew $850 that night.... fuck me.
So I'm in the car with some seemingly nice people and he asks for my cash. I say no way I need to see product first. So he lets me hold on to his gold ring. I'm pretty out of it at this point.
We get the stuff but I can't find the ring, the guys getting angry, so I get out and find it in my sock!! Haha!!! I give him the ring and he gives me what looks like 4 points of speed.... pretty sure I paid $200 but I guess thats why I usually order online.
So 5 minutes after this the guy starts getting all pissed off saying that I hadn't given him the ring! I clearly did!! Nobody was backing me up, he was getting pissed. He stopped the car and said he was gonna search me so I thought fuck that I jumped out and ran as fast as I could all the way home.
I finally made it panting and scared at around 4PM. I had lost both my wallet and my phone. My girlfriend is with a friend and she's fucking pissed at me, and yelling and me... and I almost feel like crying. Wasting close to a grand already this weekend, girlfriend is being mean to me.... I thought well at least I can get high and then two seconds later I trip down the stairs and every piece of crystal I'm grasping falls out of its flap and spreads like spores all over the room.
Well it was time for the stereotypical meth head searches the floor for shards.... for 6 hours... not exactly something I'm proud of. After all that word I recovered 0.17 grams, so probably less than half. Would have been more worth it if this crystal didn't suck balls!! It looked good, smoked good, just didn't feel that great... could just be a long lasting tolerance for me. Girlfriend still being mean and non-understanding to me so I go for a drive pretty much all day with my gfs brother smoking what was left of the shard. Guess what I found on the way? MY WALLET!! Hidden in my sock just like the ring, I ran, jumped slept (well not actually) and a lot more in these clothes and didn't notice. No sign of my phone.
Now I'll spare you the details but since I cancelled all my I.D earlier, it was very difficult to get money out of my chequing account when it was overdraft.... credit card cancelled... and transfers from savings take several days. We spent most of the day jumping through hoops trying to get money until like 7pm when we got another 8-ball of coke... I'm kind of avoid of emotion or inhibition at this point.
WOW!!!! THAT WAS GOOD COKE. But now my girlfriend is so pissed with me she said she couldn't even be around me and some other hurtful stuff (Many of them are justified for sure... I wish she'd cut me some more slack... there's now way I would go back to using regularily, even when I did it was 2,3 days a week. She left around 3 or 4 hours ago (with another guy at that... a friend I trust, but still).
~~~~~Relevant part~~~~~~~~
So here I am at 2:30AM, been high and confused all weekend long. I start work at 8:30. I'm usually smart and know how to put this stuff to bed at the right time but right now I feel pretty sad and am giving significantly less of a shit.
The last time I walked into work shortly after tripping the boss called me out on if first 5 minutes, " YOU LOOK HIGH"
~~~~~The point~~~~~~~~~~~
HOWEVER, I was sick all last week and took two days off. I'm a horrible liar but I was thinking of saying the docs are unsure whats wrong with my stomach so they gave me some pain meds for now and I'm going for a followup checkup later, and thats why I'm looking, acting weird.. Is there any drug anyone knows about that would fit those properties? I know opiates make your pupils small but he might now. Sunglasses would look way too suspicious. Any other ideas would be greatly appreciated because I already dissapointed my boss enough last week!!
Thanks for the help!
I have some xanax I can take ( I put it into a pre remeasured medicine dropper, 2mg per draw... so that never happens again hahaha. About 50mg meth and some suboxone I could potentially take t feel better (BUT NOT HIGH!) depending how I feel.
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