Tomorrow I go to the Social Security Office for this 'rejection letter' that is apparently easy too get. Supposedly, I can bring this to this company in town that supposedly can place me into a rehab. Sounds too easy.
If it is that easy than I I might be doin' the rehab thing soon. I know it won't happen that quick but I'm still kinda nervous. Never stick a pin in myself again? Stop runnin' from shit? ALWAYS be straight? I've done it before but it still makes me nervous about what's to come.
I saw 'M' tonight. We tore each other up! My chest and stomach has her deep claw marks dug into me. I love that shit! Ya see, when I take a shower tomorrow, its gonna sting like a mother fucker. That sting brings back a nice image of the events that caused that sting.
I saw her a couple nights ago as well. I haven't had sex since we split so, needless to say, it was very welcome.
I still have insomnia. Even with weed, beer and OTC stuff I still can't sleep.
I sure would like to get high. Its not gonna happen though. Its 2:30 in the morning, I'm broke and to tell the truth, I just don't wanna hassle with pullin' shit together to get high.
Oh, I also picked up contact lenses over the weekend. My glasses just up and broke. I hated those fuckin' things.
I got nothin' of interest to really say so, I'm out
If it is that easy than I I might be doin' the rehab thing soon. I know it won't happen that quick but I'm still kinda nervous. Never stick a pin in myself again? Stop runnin' from shit? ALWAYS be straight? I've done it before but it still makes me nervous about what's to come.
I saw 'M' tonight. We tore each other up! My chest and stomach has her deep claw marks dug into me. I love that shit! Ya see, when I take a shower tomorrow, its gonna sting like a mother fucker. That sting brings back a nice image of the events that caused that sting.
I saw her a couple nights ago as well. I haven't had sex since we split so, needless to say, it was very welcome.
I still have insomnia. Even with weed, beer and OTC stuff I still can't sleep.
I sure would like to get high. Its not gonna happen though. Its 2:30 in the morning, I'm broke and to tell the truth, I just don't wanna hassle with pullin' shit together to get high.
Oh, I also picked up contact lenses over the weekend. My glasses just up and broke. I hated those fuckin' things.
I got nothin' of interest to really say so, I'm out