Lylawinesnob
Bluelighter
I don't understand. Why do guys do the things they do? I know that women analyze more in depth than men do, but do men play mean games? I have not typically thought this to be the case. I imagine most people are to self absorbed to spend time planning a cruel joke on another person, although It does happen.
I know what silence means, I understand that when a man isn't texting, it is bc he isn't interested. But when a man is texting and calling and kissing me in front of his friends and his best friend sends a very cruel message, that I don't dignify with a response, and I am met with complete silence all of the sudden....I am lost in the empty notifications window. it is eating away at me. I refuse to text him and ask him anything, we weren't supposed to be a thing. I just wanted to be good to him and have good sex with him and give him stuff. I didn't (and dont) want to bae up. I have stuff, to much stuff to do to be bae bae and he has a little girl that I don't want to meet.
I don't want to be a wife or mom. I just want to be the girl he fucks exclusively for a while, then I want to be done. I explained that in terms that didnt go into much detail. I don't talk about things that make me uncomfortable, like feelings.... so we probably got our wires crossed somewhere.
But the level of cruelty from his best friend... wow...
Now to be fair, I did meet (and fuck) him first. I got all geeked and ran out and hit up CL. I didn't think I would actually meet anyone. There is no one in my tiny town. But his pix were great, better than the reality, and we were both ready to PnP . Once I met him tho, there was nothing. No.... deisre, It didnt even really wanted to fuck him, but he wanted to fuck me, and I wanted to fuck while getting fucked up, soooo... yeah. He didn't even come close to getting me off, but I didn't care. It wasn't important. But to be around his friend, oddly that was important. This guy had been dipped in delicious and I wanted a taste. So after he was done I asked and then moved next door where I then spent the whole night talking to and yes.... sleeping with. his friend,L. WITH HIS BLESSING.
I put my pants on and left immediately after L finished. I left. as usual, without getting off. L had gotten me quite worked up tho, his mind and soul were sexy as hell. I forgot all about them until recently when they both hit me up. I told them both I was out of town, but I headed home to see L. he was the guy I wanted to see, and holy shit, we talked and he made me feel amazing and christ... I kissed him on the mouth, and he did every amazing thing ever and I got. Off. I got off! I haven't gotten off during sex in over a year, unless I do it myself. I wanted more of him inside me. I want more of him. So, I tell him. He agrees. His friend asks me to come take care of him before I leave, but I say no and cuddles wtih handsome. I was invited over for the purpose of fucking and smoking originally but now... its different. He and I are texting and calling and spending hours on the phone. He wants to see me, he wants me to go to his home town (I refused) I tell him that things are different and somehow I think that while I was saying I don't need drugs to have sex with him he agreed and said he really just wanted to hang out with me, yay. But his best friend decided Ima dope whore and started being a rude dick, and I havent heard from the one that I want since.......HUH? Enlighten me please, because the situation didn't change, but the people seemed to
I know what silence means, I understand that when a man isn't texting, it is bc he isn't interested. But when a man is texting and calling and kissing me in front of his friends and his best friend sends a very cruel message, that I don't dignify with a response, and I am met with complete silence all of the sudden....I am lost in the empty notifications window. it is eating away at me. I refuse to text him and ask him anything, we weren't supposed to be a thing. I just wanted to be good to him and have good sex with him and give him stuff. I didn't (and dont) want to bae up. I have stuff, to much stuff to do to be bae bae and he has a little girl that I don't want to meet.
I don't want to be a wife or mom. I just want to be the girl he fucks exclusively for a while, then I want to be done. I explained that in terms that didnt go into much detail. I don't talk about things that make me uncomfortable, like feelings.... so we probably got our wires crossed somewhere.
But the level of cruelty from his best friend... wow...
Now to be fair, I did meet (and fuck) him first. I got all geeked and ran out and hit up CL. I didn't think I would actually meet anyone. There is no one in my tiny town. But his pix were great, better than the reality, and we were both ready to PnP . Once I met him tho, there was nothing. No.... deisre, It didnt even really wanted to fuck him, but he wanted to fuck me, and I wanted to fuck while getting fucked up, soooo... yeah. He didn't even come close to getting me off, but I didn't care. It wasn't important. But to be around his friend, oddly that was important. This guy had been dipped in delicious and I wanted a taste. So after he was done I asked and then moved next door where I then spent the whole night talking to and yes.... sleeping with. his friend,L. WITH HIS BLESSING.
I put my pants on and left immediately after L finished. I left. as usual, without getting off. L had gotten me quite worked up tho, his mind and soul were sexy as hell. I forgot all about them until recently when they both hit me up. I told them both I was out of town, but I headed home to see L. he was the guy I wanted to see, and holy shit, we talked and he made me feel amazing and christ... I kissed him on the mouth, and he did every amazing thing ever and I got. Off. I got off! I haven't gotten off during sex in over a year, unless I do it myself. I wanted more of him inside me. I want more of him. So, I tell him. He agrees. His friend asks me to come take care of him before I leave, but I say no and cuddles wtih handsome. I was invited over for the purpose of fucking and smoking originally but now... its different. He and I are texting and calling and spending hours on the phone. He wants to see me, he wants me to go to his home town (I refused) I tell him that things are different and somehow I think that while I was saying I don't need drugs to have sex with him he agreed and said he really just wanted to hang out with me, yay. But his best friend decided Ima dope whore and started being a rude dick, and I havent heard from the one that I want since.......HUH? Enlighten me please, because the situation didn't change, but the people seemed to
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Yay! I was worried for no reason. I agree that most girls wouldn't be worth a friend, but Im not most girls. He actually just asked me to meet his fam, I said no, but I might agree at some point. NO! Money? What for?
