A little about me.

Well, it's late and I don't see anything I want to post on. So I decided to start a blog. I am really happy right now. My pain is controlled and I'm relaxing in bed. My drug of choice is norco 10/325mg. I take 2-3 a day. I think I might need to increase to 4 in a month or 2. I think I either have 2 pinched nerves one in my neck and one in my lower back or I have fibromyalgia. Idk. I still work and can handle it. By 3pm I'm antcy and ready to go home and lay down. I'm only productive a few hrs a day. I find myself reading about Vicodin and researching it. I think I love it. It has brought new pleasures in my life. I am more active and suffer less. I still have flair ups and at times and it brings me down. But over all my quality of life is better. I hate how some people look at you like you are a drug addict if you take narcotics. But I don't care. I know what I am and I know what I'm not. I may be physical dependent or have a tolerance, but a addict no. I would love to just take it for a buzz. That would be amazing. But I hate being in agony. I hate feeling my muscles throbb, and the shooting pain is terrible. I can not stand the feelings in my calfs that I get every freaken day. Well I'm sleepy now so that's all till next time

 

honey how old are u? are u fukn kidding me! seriously pinched nerve. You are not experiencing any real pain yet but people have different tolerences. Honey I have played in college football games with 4 broken fingers chipped hip bone and dislocated shoulder. Have u seen a reputable "key word" reputable doctor to figure out what is wrong fibro is painful I have it as do others I know

 

I'm 30 years old. I know what pain is. I have given birth to three kids not to mention been in 4 very severe car accidents. I have scars over my body from that. Not to mention emotional ones. I lost a good friend who was driving when I was 18. In that one I was tossed like a rag doll out of the bed of the truck. That was the worst one. Yes I have insurance and do see a chiropractor and have my pain management dr who are creditable. I just started to see a neurologist and she thinks I might have fibromyalgia. I am going to her to look into what is wrong with me. Don't be judgemental. You dont know anything about me. I dont need people like you harassing me. I will not justify myself to you. Just because your life is in shambles does not mean come and try to shit on mine. I am not your honey. I ain't fukng kidding you.

 

Zoeylynn,
I've been told countless times, "You think your'e in pain now? Well, just wait for........to happened to you like it has to me. Then you'll know what pain is".
nobody but you knows your pain. I'm glad that you are confident enough about yourself to be able to express this properly, as you have in this blog!
I have read a few of your posts, and liked what you had to say. people who live in chronic pain, or use pain medicine for whatever reason, should try and stick together.... especially on a forum like this. I don't believe anyone comes to a place like this to feel badly about themselves, especially at the hands of another. and on your private blog page? LOL! Most of us have had enough of that already.
anyway, I just wanted to let you know I can relate to a lot of what you have talked about in this entry. feel free to pm me anytime you want to vent!

 

Aweeee....... thank you Macd610!!! I did not know you posted on my blog until I decide to read mine lol!! I guess I should subscribe to my blogs

People like us should stick together. If your have been through anything like I have, we have a lot to talk about. Right now it's 3am and I just woke up... Again... Because of weird dreams and my legs are hurting. I have a dr appt for PM. I'm trying to get my records transferred over to the Medical center but they have not done that for what ever reason. I'm scared to push the issue because I'm not sure if the dr I want to see will accept me and I don't want to be pushy and they drop me. Idk what to do. I will find out more tomm. For now I'm going to try to get some more sleep. Wish me luck. Thank you for reading.