October 2, 2001
A letter to the person who makes me shine.
Some people fall from love so easily, as the days pass by they fail to notice. It can begin with the faintest signals you never even notice and then one day you find yourself questioning all of the things you were ever so sure about. Things that were once so exciting, so intoxicating can sometime become humdrum, or even overdone. Like saying "I love you" at the end of a message, or eating the last bite of dessert without giving a cute little raised eyebrow as if to say to your lover "you want it, don't you?". The littlest things are what build love and they are without a doubt what keep it alive.
My love for you thrives.
A spontaneous kiss on the inside of my wrist while watching a dog food commercial on TV can be as sensual and pleasurable to me as those building moments before orgasm. Having you reach over and put your hand on my leg while we're driving in your car gives me a feeling that's indescribable. Most people don't need to be showered with gifts. Given the choice, I think the masses would agree that finding and feeling love brings more happiness and satisfaction than any tangible object could offer.
What I feel with you makes me feel so many things - sexy, giddy, safe, fortunate - even egotistical.
Sexy
~~~~~~~
Because you tell me everyday that I'm a woman, that I look like a woman and to me, that is sexy. We've made love in such ways that I refuse to believe that either of us had experienced that type of connection before. What I feel for you both sexually and emotionally extends far beyond anything I've ever known. You and I talk about sex together, we think about sex together, and we both have the same future ideas in mind. The past is the past and we have to let those old experiences be a part of who we were and not let anything corrupt the beauty and purity (and nasty parts) of what we are now, together. I can't tell you or show you enough that you have taken my body and mind to a place I've never been to and although you may think that this statement holds no value - I'm utterly delighted that I saved these parts of me for you. There are more ways than one to be virginal - and there was something missing before I met you.
Your face is a sculpture of beauty. I can't think of ever wanting to stare so intensely at something - be it a person, a work of art, a sunset. You are the definition masculinity with a hint of boyish charm. I know every part of your face - every detail. I can close my eyes and picture you like you're sitting directly on front of me. When you smile, you completely radiate and when the dimple shows, you illuminate total peace and goodness. Your smile makes me dizzy and to know that I can be the source of that much happy makes me feel like I really did win the lottery.
From your soft (sometimes curly) hair to the enticing scent of your neck to breadth of your shoulders to the cut of your arms to your strong (yet soft) hands - I'm in la-la land thinking of these things. From the curve of your pecs to your defined abdomen to the path of black hair leading down to your cock - I'm into you. I have an insatiable urge to have me wrapped around you…inside my hands, inside my mouth and inside of me. Your ass…mmmmmmmmmmm. One of my favoritest parts. I remember the first time I saw you naked from behind and thought you were flexing, but have come to find out that you are just that chiseled. Forget having 12" of limp dick because that would detract attention from your long, strong legs - the legs that twist around my legs when we snuggle and wrap tightly around my body when we fuck. From your knees to your calves to you feet and your toes, you fill me with desire. You are the most erotic and enticing creature I've known.
From your scrubs to a suit to your finest attire - baggies and t-shirt. *yummmm* You are truly handsome and have your own sense of style which is not copied from anywhere, not mimicked properly by anyone. You are comfortable within yourself which ties every part of you together, perfectly.
I'm attracted to you from the first time I open my eyes in the morning and see your naked body rise from the covers until we fall asleep in each other's arms. Sometimes, I'm even lucky enough to have you visit me in my dreams at night, but you are surely always the star of my dreams during the day.
Giddy
~~~~~~~
Yes, giddy.
One major thing I find so attractive about you to the point it makes me feel giddy is your intelligence. This probably could have even fit into the Sexy category, but I felt this needed one all it's own.
Listening to you talk about things which I don't know shit about is a huge turn-on. These things can include the art of cooking, medicine, automobile mechanics, anatomy, biology, the speed of light, ummmmmmm, most historical facts, fulcrums, most sports, etc.
And it's not only listening to you talk about this stuff - it's watching you speak! I'm not talking the tone of your voice or the intensity of your words, just watching your lips move. (you really must think I'm a freak, huh). Sometimes, when you're talking, you think I'm not listening and to be quite honest - sometimes I'm not because I'm watching your mouth and all of the expressions you make and by the end of it all - I'm flipping out!!!
I remember being on the plane coming back from North Carolina and watching you talk to that man about Paronie's disease. I was tuned out after the first minute. All I could think about doing was taking to you to the rear of the plane and "makin sammiches".
You rule.
Safe
~~~~~~~
Although this may not require much definition on the surface, it's actually quite in-depth. I don't feel like I would ever have to worry about my own safety when I'm around you given a potentially harmful situation - which could be just about anything. I feel like the safety I have with you is more of an inner safety. I don't feel so unraveled or so reckless which used to scare me. I feel like my thoughts and beliefs now make me unthreatening and feeling like I was a threat had me worried for a long long time. Being with you, it's just automatic - it's just who I am, and I feel like that's a total reflection of who you are.
Fortunate
~~~~~~~
I've always had pretty good fortune, despite the messes I've gotten myself into. I can appreciate life now in such a brighter and more positive way. Not everything is about being #1 or being the best. It's just about being happy to the fullest happiness you can feel. My life with you so far has been flavored with all sorts of different things. We've gone through some bad times and are continually creating good times. We plan on growing together and experiencing many great unknowns and while it should be a little scary - it's just not. Whatever we're dealt, and however things turn out, I will always cherish this time of my life because you have truly made me a better person.
Egotistical
~~~~~~~
Why? Because how much more of an ego booster could it be for a girl to have a man like you in her life. Someone who is there for me to cry to. Someone who is there for me to hold. Someone to whom I can wave the most vile, disturbing, mind-blowing information to and he'll either laugh or take it with a grain of salt - but never judge me wholly by the sometimes wacky things which are me. You are my lover and my best friend - which makes you the most important person in my life.
How incredible for me to know that yours are the lips that I'm kissing, and yours is the body I'm holding, and that you are the person who is my other half.
You make me shine.
[This message has been edited by MiNiMoWs (edited 03 October 2001).]
A letter to the person who makes me shine.
Some people fall from love so easily, as the days pass by they fail to notice. It can begin with the faintest signals you never even notice and then one day you find yourself questioning all of the things you were ever so sure about. Things that were once so exciting, so intoxicating can sometime become humdrum, or even overdone. Like saying "I love you" at the end of a message, or eating the last bite of dessert without giving a cute little raised eyebrow as if to say to your lover "you want it, don't you?". The littlest things are what build love and they are without a doubt what keep it alive.
My love for you thrives.
A spontaneous kiss on the inside of my wrist while watching a dog food commercial on TV can be as sensual and pleasurable to me as those building moments before orgasm. Having you reach over and put your hand on my leg while we're driving in your car gives me a feeling that's indescribable. Most people don't need to be showered with gifts. Given the choice, I think the masses would agree that finding and feeling love brings more happiness and satisfaction than any tangible object could offer.
What I feel with you makes me feel so many things - sexy, giddy, safe, fortunate - even egotistical.
Sexy
~~~~~~~
Because you tell me everyday that I'm a woman, that I look like a woman and to me, that is sexy. We've made love in such ways that I refuse to believe that either of us had experienced that type of connection before. What I feel for you both sexually and emotionally extends far beyond anything I've ever known. You and I talk about sex together, we think about sex together, and we both have the same future ideas in mind. The past is the past and we have to let those old experiences be a part of who we were and not let anything corrupt the beauty and purity (and nasty parts) of what we are now, together. I can't tell you or show you enough that you have taken my body and mind to a place I've never been to and although you may think that this statement holds no value - I'm utterly delighted that I saved these parts of me for you. There are more ways than one to be virginal - and there was something missing before I met you.
Your face is a sculpture of beauty. I can't think of ever wanting to stare so intensely at something - be it a person, a work of art, a sunset. You are the definition masculinity with a hint of boyish charm. I know every part of your face - every detail. I can close my eyes and picture you like you're sitting directly on front of me. When you smile, you completely radiate and when the dimple shows, you illuminate total peace and goodness. Your smile makes me dizzy and to know that I can be the source of that much happy makes me feel like I really did win the lottery.
From your soft (sometimes curly) hair to the enticing scent of your neck to breadth of your shoulders to the cut of your arms to your strong (yet soft) hands - I'm in la-la land thinking of these things. From the curve of your pecs to your defined abdomen to the path of black hair leading down to your cock - I'm into you. I have an insatiable urge to have me wrapped around you…inside my hands, inside my mouth and inside of me. Your ass…mmmmmmmmmmm. One of my favoritest parts. I remember the first time I saw you naked from behind and thought you were flexing, but have come to find out that you are just that chiseled. Forget having 12" of limp dick because that would detract attention from your long, strong legs - the legs that twist around my legs when we snuggle and wrap tightly around my body when we fuck. From your knees to your calves to you feet and your toes, you fill me with desire. You are the most erotic and enticing creature I've known.
From your scrubs to a suit to your finest attire - baggies and t-shirt. *yummmm* You are truly handsome and have your own sense of style which is not copied from anywhere, not mimicked properly by anyone. You are comfortable within yourself which ties every part of you together, perfectly.
I'm attracted to you from the first time I open my eyes in the morning and see your naked body rise from the covers until we fall asleep in each other's arms. Sometimes, I'm even lucky enough to have you visit me in my dreams at night, but you are surely always the star of my dreams during the day.
Giddy
~~~~~~~
Yes, giddy.
One major thing I find so attractive about you to the point it makes me feel giddy is your intelligence. This probably could have even fit into the Sexy category, but I felt this needed one all it's own.
Listening to you talk about things which I don't know shit about is a huge turn-on. These things can include the art of cooking, medicine, automobile mechanics, anatomy, biology, the speed of light, ummmmmmm, most historical facts, fulcrums, most sports, etc.
And it's not only listening to you talk about this stuff - it's watching you speak! I'm not talking the tone of your voice or the intensity of your words, just watching your lips move. (you really must think I'm a freak, huh). Sometimes, when you're talking, you think I'm not listening and to be quite honest - sometimes I'm not because I'm watching your mouth and all of the expressions you make and by the end of it all - I'm flipping out!!!
I remember being on the plane coming back from North Carolina and watching you talk to that man about Paronie's disease. I was tuned out after the first minute. All I could think about doing was taking to you to the rear of the plane and "makin sammiches".
You rule.
Safe
~~~~~~~
Although this may not require much definition on the surface, it's actually quite in-depth. I don't feel like I would ever have to worry about my own safety when I'm around you given a potentially harmful situation - which could be just about anything. I feel like the safety I have with you is more of an inner safety. I don't feel so unraveled or so reckless which used to scare me. I feel like my thoughts and beliefs now make me unthreatening and feeling like I was a threat had me worried for a long long time. Being with you, it's just automatic - it's just who I am, and I feel like that's a total reflection of who you are.
Fortunate
~~~~~~~
I've always had pretty good fortune, despite the messes I've gotten myself into. I can appreciate life now in such a brighter and more positive way. Not everything is about being #1 or being the best. It's just about being happy to the fullest happiness you can feel. My life with you so far has been flavored with all sorts of different things. We've gone through some bad times and are continually creating good times. We plan on growing together and experiencing many great unknowns and while it should be a little scary - it's just not. Whatever we're dealt, and however things turn out, I will always cherish this time of my life because you have truly made me a better person.
Egotistical
~~~~~~~
Why? Because how much more of an ego booster could it be for a girl to have a man like you in her life. Someone who is there for me to cry to. Someone who is there for me to hold. Someone to whom I can wave the most vile, disturbing, mind-blowing information to and he'll either laugh or take it with a grain of salt - but never judge me wholly by the sometimes wacky things which are me. You are my lover and my best friend - which makes you the most important person in my life.
How incredible for me to know that yours are the lips that I'm kissing, and yours is the body I'm holding, and that you are the person who is my other half.
You make me shine.
[This message has been edited by MiNiMoWs (edited 03 October 2001).]
