today has been pretty nice. destiny back at school so had some time to myself. i tidied under my bed which i have been planning to do for some time, house is looking pretty much tidy now. really looking forward to the weekend, dappas birthday bash, just hoping we have the money.
last night i told kierhan sex was becoming routine and i didnt feel sexy atm. i think he understood and felt the same. we had good sex last night, still thinking about pregnancy a lot. not so much tho its not so much a desperate feeling anymore just gotta let it happen.
really want to get my life on track, get decorated...thinking about moving house quite a bit. that would be nice to have a whole new start.
seem to be spending a lot of time on bluelight. the more i read about opiates and benzo's the more i wanna try em. bored of stims now. ofcourse when i am pregnant i will stop it all just an urge i have to try something a little different.
feelin cheese on toast for tea, all i seem to eat lately is cheese on toast and bacon sandwiches. its not good i need a better diet.
i need a fucking oven so i can show kierhan how i can really cook.
having a lot of baths lately. thinking about taking one now but first going to check kierhans bank to see if the money has gone in. god i hope so! bye for now
last night i told kierhan sex was becoming routine and i didnt feel sexy atm. i think he understood and felt the same. we had good sex last night, still thinking about pregnancy a lot. not so much tho its not so much a desperate feeling anymore just gotta let it happen.
really want to get my life on track, get decorated...thinking about moving house quite a bit. that would be nice to have a whole new start.
seem to be spending a lot of time on bluelight. the more i read about opiates and benzo's the more i wanna try em. bored of stims now. ofcourse when i am pregnant i will stop it all just an urge i have to try something a little different.
feelin cheese on toast for tea, all i seem to eat lately is cheese on toast and bacon sandwiches. its not good i need a better diet.
i need a fucking oven so i can show kierhan how i can really cook.
having a lot of baths lately. thinking about taking one now but first going to check kierhans bank to see if the money has gone in. god i hope so! bye for now