Long story short I am a recovering alcoholic (luckily i realized very young and put a stop to it before it ruined my life - 2 years sober!) Lots of experience with most substances and never had addiction problems with them, only booze (i still find it funny that the only legal one fucked me over.) So before peeps tell me how addictive benzos are i'm quite aware and know what to look out for.
I use valium for both comedowns and to take the edge off of a stimulant, which used to be the alcohols job. I couldn't get any benzos from my normal guys tonight but my uncle had given my mum some very small blue MSJ tablets (theyre 5mm across) which she didnt mind me having... she always has a few incase I relapse or if her anxiety flares up.
Only blue ones i've seen before are the roche ones, never ones these small. After some research I'm pretty sure they are diazepam. I just don't know the dosage or the quality. Any ideas guys?
I've just tried one 15 mins ago but from what i can tell they aren't great quality. Any answer greatly appreciated because a comedown without valium puts me at risk of picking up a bottle!!! Safe!
I use valium for both comedowns and to take the edge off of a stimulant, which used to be the alcohols job. I couldn't get any benzos from my normal guys tonight but my uncle had given my mum some very small blue MSJ tablets (theyre 5mm across) which she didnt mind me having... she always has a few incase I relapse or if her anxiety flares up.
Only blue ones i've seen before are the roche ones, never ones these small. After some research I'm pretty sure they are diazepam. I just don't know the dosage or the quality. Any ideas guys?
I've just tried one 15 mins ago but from what i can tell they aren't great quality. Any answer greatly appreciated because a comedown without valium puts me at risk of picking up a bottle!!! Safe!