mashead testing
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Why does that word crush my world
four letters something I wish id never heard
oh why does that word hurt me so much
hurt worse than even the strongest of physical touch
A hurt that I wish would cease to exist
four letters, one word, so much pain
a word I never want to hear again
but its not going away
I cant make that happen
its more than I ever did imagine
here I am again
wondering how to get out of the place
Theres no map or clues
everything is something you choose
nothing is everything to gain
something is always the same
The same as its been before
we grow but we dont change
everythings moves
always moving somewhere
But not always going anywhere
except down memory lane
I started so I will finish
but whats brought about this change
As I type the letters change
I got to see from somewhere else
and stop thinking its always the same
change one set of four letters for another
Show my true colours, I can fight this
I dont know where it comes from
so much love so much pain
and the words just seem to change
Right before my eyes
I see the cries
I feel the tears
I look in the mirror
But now something new do I discover
four letters so many colours
and feelings look for the true meaning
no words will ever be the same again.
[ 20 September 2002: Message edited by: mashead testing ]
four letters something I wish id never heard
oh why does that word hurt me so much
hurt worse than even the strongest of physical touch
A hurt that I wish would cease to exist
four letters, one word, so much pain
a word I never want to hear again
but its not going away
I cant make that happen
its more than I ever did imagine
here I am again
wondering how to get out of the place
Theres no map or clues
everything is something you choose
nothing is everything to gain
something is always the same
The same as its been before
we grow but we dont change
everythings moves
always moving somewhere
But not always going anywhere
except down memory lane
I started so I will finish
but whats brought about this change
As I type the letters change
I got to see from somewhere else
and stop thinking its always the same
change one set of four letters for another
Show my true colours, I can fight this
I dont know where it comes from
so much love so much pain
and the words just seem to change
Right before my eyes
I see the cries
I feel the tears
I look in the mirror
But now something new do I discover
four letters so many colours
and feelings look for the true meaning
no words will ever be the same again.
[ 20 September 2002: Message edited by: mashead testing ]
