SubconShushQuack
Greenlighter
I submitted a post two weeks ago. In the beginning I waffled on about my story like a git. After which I finally asked if I was odd for the coping method I was using on my journey round the bend. I decided to wait a day, which of course only lasted a few hours. It was the middle of the night so I was astonished there were already so many satisfying replies stating that my behavior was quite common. Several also stated that after getting so far I shouldn't need to cope any longer, and I began to think so as well. I was overwhelmed. Those wonderful people are the only support I've had for longer than I'll admit to. I'm not looking for pity know that I have only my self to blame. I'm trying to impart a mere fragment of how much I appreciate this kindness. It has been a week since I stopped my coping ritual entirely which makes me feel fantastic. This is the first time I have even thought about it since. Due to my Greenlighter status it would take me at least two days to message all these fine people. Thus I added the following list humbly asking everyone if you would please be so kind as to help me notify them of this I greatly appreciate it.
To: CJ, My3sons, Captain.Heroin, Toothpastedog, Papaveriumm, Wasteland Warrior, Znegative, chiynita, & SKR I thank you all so deeply there is not a proper word for it. The strength of my willpower has be dramatically increased by this experience, it would not have been possible without each of you. I will do my very best to follow your examples by reciprocating this kindness whenever I meet a stranger in need. I have been tragically bitter for the past decade which likely isn't very surprising. What is however is that this event has started a change in the way I view each day as it begins. My neighbors believe I have finally gone mad which is something I find quite hilarious. Should they come to a different conclusion I will be just a bit saddened by it. Yet now such things are effortlessly forgotten by starting a new day.
To: CJ, My3sons, Captain.Heroin, Toothpastedog, Papaveriumm, Wasteland Warrior, Znegative, chiynita, & SKR I thank you all so deeply there is not a proper word for it. The strength of my willpower has be dramatically increased by this experience, it would not have been possible without each of you. I will do my very best to follow your examples by reciprocating this kindness whenever I meet a stranger in need. I have been tragically bitter for the past decade which likely isn't very surprising. What is however is that this event has started a change in the way I view each day as it begins. My neighbors believe I have finally gone mad which is something I find quite hilarious. Should they come to a different conclusion I will be just a bit saddened by it. Yet now such things are effortlessly forgotten by starting a new day.
