CheesyQuaver
Greenlighter
This is my first post so big ups to all you bluelighters!
But bare with me if it's not all prim and proper and whatnot, I'll try not to break the rules.
This is a question about my first experience with psychedelics (LSD),
I'll start from the beginning, it all started when we couldn't get into the rave we planned to go to, I had travelled into the city to go to a drum and bass squat party with 3 of my friends and a couple of girls we knew, after hearing the police had locked the party down we decided to go home as none of us had ID to go to a legal event, as we got to the train station we saw another group of ravers that explained they too had intended to go to the same squat but were now going to a different party, relived we hadn't wasted our night we asked to tag along,
after a few stops on the train and a 10 minute walk we where outside the party, immediately I noticed that the crowd was a lot different to the usual people at the party's I went to, a lot of people with dreads and colourful clothing and a lot of older people, I was informed that it was a psytrance party but as I like most music and just wanted to party by this time I decided to give it a shot,
apon entry I saw that it was a much better produced squat then most of the ones I'd been to before with a lot of uv decorations and stretchers also a very good chill out room and tea bar, I didn't immediately fall in love with the music but it wasn't offensive and I was in a good mood so I decided to take some of the powder MDMA and pills I had, I took about .4 of a gram of powder orally with some water along with 2 pills (I am quite a party head and this is a strong dose but not unusual for myself at a party) I felt good I was dancing and getting on fairly well, when I came up of the pills, I decided to get some ketamine of a friend of mine as I've always found MDMA and k a good party combination as long as u don't overdo it with the k, when I found him he gave me the k and told me he had bought some acid tabs for me him and another friend to try for the first time.
now I knew acid isn't something to be taken lightly, and I'd been offered it tons of times before but always felt I wasn't ready, however as the setting felt correct and It would of been the first time too for 2 of my closest friends, I took one tab and did a bump of k and went on with my night, after about an hour I didn't feel any more effected than I would usually from md and k, no visuals (what I thought was to be the main part of the trip) nothing, i thought because I'd extensively used drugs before I may of had some cross tolerence or threshold or something along those lines so I found my friend and asked him to get me some more, I bought 2 more tabs and done those aswell.
after maybe another half an hour or so (time became hazy as u can imagine) I started feeling really good, the music I was listening to sounded a lot deeper like I was hearing new noises behind the bassline, all the decorations were really visually capturing and although I wasn't seeing things my vision was defiantly effected by this point, I had been doing nos balloons all night as I usually do when I go to party's, but once I came up on the acid they seemed to really get to me I even fell over once or twice and couldn't get up for a minute or so, (I know this isnt unusual for nos but it is for me) and the balloon trips are a lot longer lasting and very stong (almost out of body), I had a great time falling all over the place and moving about really slowly to the music, towards the end of our night about 7-8 I smoked a few joints in the chill out bit and was getting all kinds of changes in shapes and colours all around me and found it hilarious, the girls decided it was time to go so we all left and made our way home.
i was still tripping when I left but I felt no comedown like I usually would after leaving a rave I felt really good, I got home with my 2 tripping friends and we had a good smoke and a giggle, all day listening to all old songs we thought would go with acid, it was really funny and my mum who's an old school raver got involved and we had a really nice day, we laughed all day till my friends started to feel ill and went home about 10 that night, I felt great and was still getting strong visuals and they didn't seem to be getting weaker atall, buy about 1 I tried to sleep it off, I tossed and turned for hours and started getting really twisted.
i had heard that taking too stong a dose of acid can put you in that state for ever if you can't bring your head back together so I really tried to focus on getting my thoughts straight, but the more I thought about one thing the more confused I got, and that frustrated me so I was just going all over the place and working myself up over it so I didn't sleep, I got up about 9 and everything still seemed to have that slight breathing effect I could still see tracers ect so I decided not to go to work.
since that time I always though I felt different and it really worried me for the first few weeks, I used to worry about loads of stupid suff but now I'm not bothered, but I'm worried that I'm not worried? I'm not sure if I've convinced myself I'm different now or my 3rd eye really has opened or what ever you want to call it.
since then I've done 2 sessions on mushrooms and explored smokable dmt a good 10-15 times but I found these to be a lot softer mentally, although Dmt is a lot more visual it didn't give me that after feeling of disconnection from main stream society or worry I had before, mushrooms where much the same just less visual and more funny
So my question is if I do acid again isit likely to make these feeling worse? Because I'd like to do it on it's own on a summers day with a few joits in the park and prove to myself it's all in my head and it's just a Trippy drug? Do you think It was the settings and me overthinking or is my head just not ready for LSD?
I'd really like to enjoy it again so any help will be good I'm not asking shall I take acid or not I'm asking is this normal to feel different, and does it get worse the more you take? Btw my friends who done 1 tab each are both completely fine, cheers guys any discussions/help appreciated
But bare with me if it's not all prim and proper and whatnot, I'll try not to break the rules.
This is a question about my first experience with psychedelics (LSD),
I'll start from the beginning, it all started when we couldn't get into the rave we planned to go to, I had travelled into the city to go to a drum and bass squat party with 3 of my friends and a couple of girls we knew, after hearing the police had locked the party down we decided to go home as none of us had ID to go to a legal event, as we got to the train station we saw another group of ravers that explained they too had intended to go to the same squat but were now going to a different party, relived we hadn't wasted our night we asked to tag along,
after a few stops on the train and a 10 minute walk we where outside the party, immediately I noticed that the crowd was a lot different to the usual people at the party's I went to, a lot of people with dreads and colourful clothing and a lot of older people, I was informed that it was a psytrance party but as I like most music and just wanted to party by this time I decided to give it a shot,
apon entry I saw that it was a much better produced squat then most of the ones I'd been to before with a lot of uv decorations and stretchers also a very good chill out room and tea bar, I didn't immediately fall in love with the music but it wasn't offensive and I was in a good mood so I decided to take some of the powder MDMA and pills I had, I took about .4 of a gram of powder orally with some water along with 2 pills (I am quite a party head and this is a strong dose but not unusual for myself at a party) I felt good I was dancing and getting on fairly well, when I came up of the pills, I decided to get some ketamine of a friend of mine as I've always found MDMA and k a good party combination as long as u don't overdo it with the k, when I found him he gave me the k and told me he had bought some acid tabs for me him and another friend to try for the first time.
now I knew acid isn't something to be taken lightly, and I'd been offered it tons of times before but always felt I wasn't ready, however as the setting felt correct and It would of been the first time too for 2 of my closest friends, I took one tab and did a bump of k and went on with my night, after about an hour I didn't feel any more effected than I would usually from md and k, no visuals (what I thought was to be the main part of the trip) nothing, i thought because I'd extensively used drugs before I may of had some cross tolerence or threshold or something along those lines so I found my friend and asked him to get me some more, I bought 2 more tabs and done those aswell.
after maybe another half an hour or so (time became hazy as u can imagine) I started feeling really good, the music I was listening to sounded a lot deeper like I was hearing new noises behind the bassline, all the decorations were really visually capturing and although I wasn't seeing things my vision was defiantly effected by this point, I had been doing nos balloons all night as I usually do when I go to party's, but once I came up on the acid they seemed to really get to me I even fell over once or twice and couldn't get up for a minute or so, (I know this isnt unusual for nos but it is for me) and the balloon trips are a lot longer lasting and very stong (almost out of body), I had a great time falling all over the place and moving about really slowly to the music, towards the end of our night about 7-8 I smoked a few joints in the chill out bit and was getting all kinds of changes in shapes and colours all around me and found it hilarious, the girls decided it was time to go so we all left and made our way home.
i was still tripping when I left but I felt no comedown like I usually would after leaving a rave I felt really good, I got home with my 2 tripping friends and we had a good smoke and a giggle, all day listening to all old songs we thought would go with acid, it was really funny and my mum who's an old school raver got involved and we had a really nice day, we laughed all day till my friends started to feel ill and went home about 10 that night, I felt great and was still getting strong visuals and they didn't seem to be getting weaker atall, buy about 1 I tried to sleep it off, I tossed and turned for hours and started getting really twisted.
i had heard that taking too stong a dose of acid can put you in that state for ever if you can't bring your head back together so I really tried to focus on getting my thoughts straight, but the more I thought about one thing the more confused I got, and that frustrated me so I was just going all over the place and working myself up over it so I didn't sleep, I got up about 9 and everything still seemed to have that slight breathing effect I could still see tracers ect so I decided not to go to work.
since that time I always though I felt different and it really worried me for the first few weeks, I used to worry about loads of stupid suff but now I'm not bothered, but I'm worried that I'm not worried? I'm not sure if I've convinced myself I'm different now or my 3rd eye really has opened or what ever you want to call it.
since then I've done 2 sessions on mushrooms and explored smokable dmt a good 10-15 times but I found these to be a lot softer mentally, although Dmt is a lot more visual it didn't give me that after feeling of disconnection from main stream society or worry I had before, mushrooms where much the same just less visual and more funny
So my question is if I do acid again isit likely to make these feeling worse? Because I'd like to do it on it's own on a summers day with a few joits in the park and prove to myself it's all in my head and it's just a Trippy drug? Do you think It was the settings and me overthinking or is my head just not ready for LSD?
I'd really like to enjoy it again so any help will be good I'm not asking shall I take acid or not I'm asking is this normal to feel different, and does it get worse the more you take? Btw my friends who done 1 tab each are both completely fine, cheers guys any discussions/help appreciated
? And your right fry usually I have no trouble sleeping the day after MDMA especially if taken with ketamine, but the acid made it very hard for me to sleep so will taking it again prolong sleeplessness and make me feel I'll? Or is that beacuse I've taken it with MDMA in a party environment?
