The Rock Monster
Bluelighter
so as quickly as my dope connect came he is gone. his girlfriend is getting him clean sadly.
although last night hanging out with my best friend (cuz depression blows) worked out for the best. new, trust able, coke connect who only sells un-street stepped on stuff, for cheap, to friends to pay for his habit AND met a new connect with dilaudid, addies, morphine, and roxis. NO SOURCING
Actually on the plus side, because i spent the night hanging out/getting to know my new blow connect (he kept breaking out coke, i kept breaking out dillies. went through 32mgs between 3 people), he said he might be able to get me great stamps. showed him the last one I had (really high quality stuff. like, i was thoroughly happy with what ive been getting). he liked it...then said his boy gets them even fatter and stronger for cheaper. was pretty fortunate, especially since I get paid tomorrow for my promo work from last week (132 dollars) and my boss wants to buy an 8ball to split with his brother and girlfriend...and agreed to buy me a dilly + give me some for helping.
worked out for the best because for some unknown reason i was disowned by my father today, called a liar about my being suicidal, called a junky because he found my weed next to my klonopin (which is funny because im scripted the kpins. happy he has no idea about my other endeavors) on my desk, and spent turkey day alone with .1 of great coke, an 8mg dilaudid, and half a stamp.
/token depressing holiday rant. atleast this year i didn't get a right hook to the jaw for no reason (im the family punching bag even tough im extremely peaceful and had never been apart of those fights as a target. i just normally throw myself in the mix to keep my mom from being the target.). guess that's just life, right?
so how's everyone's turkey day?
too long, didnt read
but anyways, thanksgiving dinner was delicious, especially that apple pie...yumm
i'm debating whether or not i should bust out some more dope.....