Any of you guys that no longer user every day get blasted thru the holidays? Like thanksgiving/christmas? I normally always do a fat shot in the car before going inside my relatives house especially since I can't dip out to go use so I gotta make that one count. I'm normally nodding pretty good thru every major holiday, my family haaaates it so to show them a little more respect I think I'll just smoke to feel good no nodding. Then bring a pre-filled shot with 1/2 of my normal heavy nod dose for a few hours after I get there. I need to be high during my crazy ass family's events haha. I haven't been to a family event sober in almost 7 years. Not something I'm really proud of I feel bad but my family just gets under my skin. Some make pretty fuckin rude comments too. They will be like hey Jeff lets go to Hawaii this winter. And I'll say "sure, I'm down!" Then their response would be..and I quote "you sure you can afford that? you haven't already put all your money up your arm?" ha ha ha ha sooo funny..Or when my non-blood relative told my mom "you have a great son here!" her response was "yeah well, if we would have known how he woulda turned out we would have immediately stopped having kids and never tried again" - So I get high for every family event or I simply do not go. Anyways this isn't TDS so I'll stop my bitching!
Did dope both sat/sun after 2 weeks off (trying to get back into "chipping") and to my surprise I was able to refrain from using today. Took a sub and feel pretty good. Can't waaait for thanksgiving (I know its not a weekend but fuck its a holiday aka dope day) Gonna do mad dope then twist a blunt for tradition sake. Used to be shots and blunts right before, now its dope and blunts haha.
Even tho most holidays are shitty especially Christmas day, I'm actually looking forward to Christmas month. The whole month of December puts me in a good mood. Just that "christmas feeling" even tho I'm not a fan of Christmas itself haha.
Anyone else get happy around Christmas time? Do you all try and conceal your dope habit over holidays or just take the day off? Or do you get blasted?
when i used to be huge into oxys i used to limit myself to 60mgs during thanksgiving (family situation+ food). for christmas i would top out around 180mgs because i get wicked depressed
edit: i just found out that because i screwed over for my own event on friday, i get free tickets/back stage passes/get to chill with Mord Fustang. tomorrow. right on :D
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