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Any of you guys that no longer user every day get blasted thru the holidays? Like thanksgiving/christmas? I normally always do a fat shot in the car before going inside my relatives house especially since I can't dip out to go use so I gotta make that one count. I'm normally nodding pretty good thru every major holiday, my family haaaates it so to show them a little more respect I think I'll just smoke to feel good no nodding. Then bring a pre-filled shot with 1/2 of my normal heavy nod dose for a few hours after I get there. I need to be high during my crazy ass family's events haha. I haven't been to a family event sober in almost 7 years. Not something I'm really proud of I feel bad but my family just gets under my skin. Some make pretty fuckin rude comments too. They will be like hey Jeff lets go to Hawaii this winter. And I'll say "sure, I'm down!" Then their response would be..and I quote "you sure you can afford that? you haven't already put all your money up your arm?" ha ha ha ha sooo funny..Or when my non-blood relative told my mom "you have a great son here!" her response was "yeah well, if we would have known how he woulda turned out we would have immediately stopped having kids and never tried again" - So I get high for every family event or I simply do not go. Anyways this isn't TDS so I'll stop my bitching!

Did dope both sat/sun after 2 weeks off (trying to get back into "chipping") and to my surprise I was able to refrain from using today. Took a sub and feel pretty good. Can't waaait for thanksgiving (I know its not a weekend but fuck its a holiday aka dope day) Gonna do mad dope then twist a blunt for tradition sake. Used to be shots and blunts right before, now its dope and blunts haha.

Even tho most holidays are shitty especially Christmas day, I'm actually looking forward to Christmas month. The whole month of December puts me in a good mood. Just that "christmas feeling" even tho I'm not a fan of Christmas itself haha.

Anyone else get happy around Christmas time? Do you all try and conceal your dope habit over holidays or just take the day off? Or do you get blasted?

when i used to be huge into oxys i used to limit myself to 60mgs during thanksgiving (family situation+ food). for christmas i would top out around 180mgs because i get wicked depressed

edit: i just found out that because i screwed over for my own event on friday, i get free tickets/back stage passes/get to chill with Mord Fustang. tomorrow. right on :D
 
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Looks like I made it though my kick relatively easy *knock on wood.* It's been three days since I sniffed a bag, and before that it was 3 days, before that 2 days, and every other day before that. I don't know if it would have been much worse if I just kicked after cutting back to every other day, but also don't want to know haha.

Maybe I will treat myself for Thanksgiving, but I doubt it. I'm meeting with family the day after, and don't want to have to worry about any withdrawals I may have awaken.
 
Looks like I made it though my kick relatively easy *knock on wood.* It's been three days since I sniffed a bag, and before that it was 3 days, before that 2 days, and every other day before that. I don't know if it would have been much worse if I just kicked after cutting back to every other day, but also don't want to know haha.

Maybe I will treat myself for Thanksgiving, but I doubt it. I'm meeting with family the day after, and don't want to have to worry about any withdrawals I may have awaken.

Thats awesome dude. Are you trying to quit for good? Or are you planning on chipping? I'm breaking my "only on weekends" thing to use on thanksgiving. But you should be careful..if you just kicked it idk if I would tempt it and trying doing again just once..and not to mention like you said, you don't want to have to worry about WD.

Good luck man, hope you keep your sobriety up.
 
Only weekends or less is the plan. I don't want to have any problems for quitting for a potential job drug screen, or be withdrawing after getting a new job.
 
went and copped 8bags i get in my car and drive a mile down ato do a quick count..damn only 7, call dude "yo you only gave me 7 not 8".."naw man i gave you 8 cause i only had 11 on my and i got these 3 left, you much of dropped it" :um no we been doin business for 2 years and i never once called you back being shorted, especially for 1 bag...sure enough he found on the floor between seats, and when we do the hand off we always put out hands over that same spot, so ont just must have fell out..he goes ok "since it was my fault ill throw you 2 bags next time cause my mistake" so thats whats up and the reson why i stick witrh them even during their shitty prodyct days cause their customer service is on point, well aside from the fact that with the main 2 dudes you wilkl wait no more 5-10minuets,,they diont like you sittin there for long, so they meet you quick..the girl on the other hand, you might sit ther for 20-30min waiting and she alwyas got some excuse aboutmeeting other peole or pickin up her kids or whatever it might be...but fuck ill come meet you close to where you are at if thhats faster..no joke whith heryou will wait at least 20mins everytime(thats why i pick a good cd to listen to and before you know it shes there)
 
Dude i completely agree chinky. My dude likes to go eat at around 5:30-6 every fucking day and that was usually the time i would need to come through. And it was always at least another 15 minutes from when he said so i'd be sitting there in the car driving around Little Rock waiting on his ass to call back and tell me what street to meet on. It was the most annoying thing driving around a sketchy part of LR waiting on someone that said be here at this time and then he fucks around for another 10 minutes or something.
 
man yall some amatures lol


what you do is you have him leave it in say his center console and lleave the door unlocked and you just park and step into his car, leave the money and take the bud and just lock the door..

i did that shit 100s of times..
 
after taking a good break again, I've been hitting it hard the last couple of days. it's all good though, I've mostly got myself in control these days, and I'm confident after a couple day run that I will return to normal in no time. THAT is something I never thought I'd hear me proclaim

ALSO - I don't visit (I lurk here a lot, just don't like posting about drugs so much due to complications) here for a week or so, and I see that we've got two new members here from Columbus, Ohio, and a thread about little old Columbus, Ohio. mang, I've done dope all over America, and I've always told you that some of the best was right here. apparently, there's a drought going on? heh
 
My dude dont drive haha not in the south you dont ride around being black with shit on you thats for fucking sure. I call he gets what i need and walks down the road and tells me what alley of which street to meet him on. I have never seen this dude get in a car with shit on him or anyone with him. And this is with my H guy back here in Arkansas since im home for holiday bullshit.

On another note Does everyone else's drug dealers seem to take the holidays off and just not answer their phone? Such bullshit. I just want some chronic around here and no one can hook it up. Im even willing to drive and meet or do whatever they need but nope.
 
@Chinky I wish I didn't, but I def know what you mean..There has been so many times "yeah I just woke up give me an hour to wake up" aka take a shot which means 4hrs minimum for him to find a vein. So I'll say I'll just come by or meet you next to your house. "nahh bro just wait it wont be long" yeah right..

Dammit..My whole "thanksgiving shot" rested on my friend paying me back my $40 and doesn't look like that going to happen. I would just pawn something just until my friend pays me back but I'm pretty sure pawn shops will be closed tomorrow..and even if they aren't I won't have a way of getting there.

I could probably get $20 which would be a nice shot but it would involve a lot of running around tonight..hardly worth it..
 
Fiiiiiiiinally got to cop some turr today, and to hang out with one of my best fuckin' friends. My tolerance is as low as it can be at this point, so I had to puke on the way home and when I got home. Meeeeeeemorieeeees guess I'm gonna to be scapegoating some tryptophan tomorrow


I like
Christmas Eve 24th
Christmas Day25th
Birthday 29th
New Years Eve 31th
New Years Day 1st

Party week for me

Yeah dude I'm on the 30th-new year's eve eve- i tend to need like 3 days to recover after that week lol
 
On another note Does everyone else's drug dealers seem to take the holidays off and just not answer their phone? Such bullshit. I just want some chronic around here and no one can hook it up. Im even willing to drive and meet or do whatever they need but nope.

Drug Dealers have families too. They probably can't get away from family obligations, as much as they would like to make a profit.
 
I understand all that and im not just cold calling random people that just sell drugs. These are like my homeboys all thru high school and shit and i know their families so it wouldnt be a hassle for me to come by a day or to before thanksgiving. Its just people will either answer and say ill call ya back in a bit and never call back or just not answer even when i saw them like 4 days ago when i got to town. I think maybe everyone where i lived has gotten aboard that oxy train and has become super fucking shady or junked out. At least thats what was happening when i moved to cali.
 
my cousin and her husband actually live in bushwick. theyve tried the open air stuff but said it's all crack/coke/weed. all the dope is phone connects.

and im lucky enough to get most of my bags from jersey/nyc. i'd say the bags are a little smaller, but are strong as all hell.


i was just talkin stamp bags in general seem smaller but are stronger then chicago bags

I'm new to the sight and relatively new to Chicago - been here for about a year now.
And from my experience, the dope in NYC (and in much of the E coast) is MUCH better on average.
sure there's fire to be had here but it's like that in every big city. But for the most part, it's cut to shit with DPH which sucks ass for sniffers like me - burns the phuck out of your nose! Do any of you chi heads get dope that isn't cut up with that crap?
The only thing better about Chicago is availability. You could easily find a dozen spots in a couple hours in it's vast open market, and an equal amount of dboys phone numbers. But even when you get in good with a crew and start buying grams that are supposedly 'pure', they still contain DPH, just not as much but enough to phuck up your nose.
IMO NYC caters to the true dope connoisseur whereas in Chicago they're more concerned with making the suburban kiddies happy who think they're getting a deal when they get jabs with 13 fat bags which end up being a lot more cut then dope. But if you've never had good stuff.... I guess it is a deal lol
 
^^^^Welcome to BL. I know Chinky exclusively sniffs his dope and I dont think ive ever seen him say it was burning the fuck outta his nose. But maybe hes been doing it long enough for it not to bother him.
 
Fiiiiiiiinally got to cop some turr today, and to hang out with one of my best fuckin' friends. My tolerance is as low as it can be at this point, so I had to puke on the way home and when I got home. Meeeeeeemorieeeees guess I'm gonna to be scapegoating some tryptophan tomorrow




Yeah dude I'm on the 30th-new year's eve eve- i tend to need like 3 days to recover after that week lol


Me too I am a walkin' mess starting Christmas Eve <3.... It is pretty much a non-stop party for me.... It pretty much breaks down to a bunch of raves,outlaws,after parties, Gifts,Wide array of drugs, Cuddles & Sexy time.... I have a Tradition of going to NYC Tripping balls with friends and Atlantic City(free Hotel room) and that place is trippy as fuck
 
I'm hoping to get something today. My dealer doesn't really have any family, but he uses his girls car and idk if he will be able to take it today. This is day 5 with no dope for me, so I wouldn't mind a nice dope high. The other thing is that the commute might suck today, since there is always traffic on Thanksgiving.
 
^ I've got it on.

They got that amount wrong with the bricks. He said 20 bricks was 2000 bags.
 
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