neverwas
Bluelighter
we went for a walk last night
to gaze at the stars.
we sat at the lake for an hour
at 'the peaceful spot'
just for a bit of time to ourselves.
we talked about everything
from the day we met
to the day you would leave.
i asked if you were scared and you said you were more excited.
together we went to the playground and mucked around on the swings.
i nearlly fell off and twisted my ankle.
through the bush we lurked.
we laughed without a care in the world.
i got you to play a game of naughts and crosses.
on the dirty plastic toys that were at the park.
you won both times.
as my consolation prize i got a hug.
i talked into the night of things i would be doing.
plans and dreams that hopefully i will meet.
you got into bed and i clung to you as tight as i could.
the lights were out and i silently wept.
you whispered the words i always tell you.
'i will miss you. I love you.'
my heart tore in two
as my world came crashing down.
not having you around will be a test to see how far i've come.
the people that await you in anticpation
to me dont even compare to the time and love we've shared.
it may seem selfish but i know that everyones equal.
im not specail and i know im not unique.
you 're the closest thing, my helping hand.
that got me out of the mess i was in.
you made me dance again while holding my hand.
8am came round and our last night was spent.
wrapped in each others arms just enjoying what time together we had left.
i made you your morning cup of tea and started to clean up.
everytime i walked past you i needed to give you a hug.
its now 9.45am
i look around and you're gone.
but i can still smell you scent as i place our picture next to your bed.
the morning ciggarette took away the silent tears i cry.
i miss you already
sitting here listening to the great 'modest mouse'
a band introduced by you
and to this my memroies are tied.
10am and the day rolls on.
the best friend i should of met ages ago isnt here now.
...now you are gone...
to gaze at the stars.
we sat at the lake for an hour
at 'the peaceful spot'
just for a bit of time to ourselves.
we talked about everything
from the day we met
to the day you would leave.
i asked if you were scared and you said you were more excited.
together we went to the playground and mucked around on the swings.
i nearlly fell off and twisted my ankle.
through the bush we lurked.
we laughed without a care in the world.
i got you to play a game of naughts and crosses.
on the dirty plastic toys that were at the park.
you won both times.
as my consolation prize i got a hug.
i talked into the night of things i would be doing.
plans and dreams that hopefully i will meet.
you got into bed and i clung to you as tight as i could.
the lights were out and i silently wept.
you whispered the words i always tell you.
'i will miss you. I love you.'
my heart tore in two
as my world came crashing down.
not having you around will be a test to see how far i've come.
the people that await you in anticpation
to me dont even compare to the time and love we've shared.
it may seem selfish but i know that everyones equal.
im not specail and i know im not unique.
you 're the closest thing, my helping hand.
that got me out of the mess i was in.
you made me dance again while holding my hand.
8am came round and our last night was spent.
wrapped in each others arms just enjoying what time together we had left.
i made you your morning cup of tea and started to clean up.
everytime i walked past you i needed to give you a hug.
its now 9.45am
i look around and you're gone.
but i can still smell you scent as i place our picture next to your bed.
the morning ciggarette took away the silent tears i cry.
i miss you already
sitting here listening to the great 'modest mouse'
a band introduced by you
and to this my memroies are tied.
10am and the day rolls on.
the best friend i should of met ages ago isnt here now.
...now you are gone...
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![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
i look at it as 'it's not good-bye...its more of a see you soon' .
