Chinky, you are definitely right! I'm not looking forward to chicago winters...i think i'm gonna start looking for a car now. Plus I did take the el today, and it really sucked, cuz there were some cops set up in the station and they totally noticed me go out and come back after a little while. I tried to wait em out, but they weren't leaving. So they actually said hi to me all friendly and I went about my business, but it was enough to make me think twice about my current method, being pretty risky on more than one level...
Nowdub, I really wish you the best of luck--I know that dope is available everywhere, but sometimes a change of scenery can really help you to change your life for the better--and I really do hope the best for you.
And on another topic, I'm one of those kinda rare people who HATES weed-whether I'm high or not, just yuck. It makes me paranoid and I seem to have NO tolerance for it. Weird cuz the so-called "harmless" drugs like alcohol and weed seem to affect me the most, and not in a pleasant way. I have the lowest tolerance for em both, but I can do dope in quantities that would surprise many people given my size and all...I wish my tolerance was as low for dope as it is for alcohol and weed! Of course the very idea of tolerance is doing it often makes you need to do more, and it is pretty rare for me to drink or smoke weed so there ya go. I have found that sometimes when I've been dopesick, I don't mind smoking a little pot just to get an appetite and try to sleep. But otherwise no thanks. And people can be so weird about my turning down weed! Like, I've had people be downright suspicious of why I won't smoke, and seem to be personally offended when I turn them down. Weird huh none for me means more for them, but you can't always explain people right?