RM thats crazy you were able to make that much money with those kinda hustles, not to sound rude but if to dudes came up to my door to ask if the could wash windows or paint my adress i would automatically assume "junkies", now dont get me wrong i dont have any problems with 'junkies' earning some honest money, i mean fuck man you worked for that money and if i needed my windows washed that bad id say sure, but i know so many people who would think fuck that im not giving money to someone who is gonna spend it on drugs despite the fact that they worked for the money. but thats definatly kool to hear you made that much money that way
as far as nodding out whilst driving i thought i posted my story here within the last week but i guess it was in the social or somehwere else, anyways here goes, ima give yall an abridged version seeing as how i just told the long winded version within the week n dont necessarily feel like goin all into it, but as yall probably know im a long winded motherfucker so this 'abridged version' might get a little lengthy
i was a little more then a month clean from dope...i think. hard to remember exactly where i was but i had some decent clean time under my belt and i wanna say ~1.5months anyways, i had just gotten a car and not having a car certainly helped me stay away from dope, anyays i went to a buddies and copped some Oxy instead, took a little more then 240mg and was noddin out all night, they told me not to drive home but i had been noddin at my budies house for over an hour so i decided i could handle driving home which was ~25miles, i made it down I-35 fairly well, i was noddin hard the whole time and swerving pretty good but i was able to shake myself outta the nod each time i startted gettin halfway in another lane, i swear yall if there woulda been a single cop even around or watching that strecth of highway that night ida gotten pulled over for sure, no doubt. but there wasnt, i made it 20 something miles down the highway without nodding out so bad that i injured my self my car or anyone else, thankfully i didnt hurt anyone else. exited and was about 2 miles from home, completely nodded out to where i didnt wake up from it, drove my car up onto the curb n woke up on the curb thinking wtf just happened, i was prob doing 20-30mph when i ran upon the curb, if there woulda been a tree on that median or if it woulda have happened while doing 70mph on the highway i wouldnt be here in the same condition i am today, luckily it was about2-3 in the morning and no cops were around, so i drove my car off the curb and on the fuckin rim, parked it on the side of the road and tbh i am sitting here thinking about it, i had to have walked home, but as i sit here today i have no recolection of that walk home
i could have died that night, i could have killed someone else that night, DONT DOPE N DRIVE yall, if ida killed myself thata been one thing but if i would have walked away having killed someone else i dont know how i would live with myself, as cliche as it sounds i dunno what i would do in that situation, prob take my own life but point being dont drive whilst on dope, noddin hard or not, dont do it.
and this comes from someone who drove to cop everytime and everytime i did some as soon as i got it so the drive home would be better, im ashamed i never cared but i didnt, gettin high was all that mattered
be careful yall, be safe
