Ah yes, I know I only normally lurk this subforum, but I remember you had a schedule that was not every day yet not some impossible once a week bullshit. Could you tell me it? I'd like to give it an attempt. Was it like 1 day on 2 days off or something? How does that work from a physical dependency standpoint?
Sorry to impose straight off the bat (anyone else have advice for good not-everyday but not so infrequently as once a week dosing strategy?).
im weird when it comes to this shit, borderline ocd about it but thats just how i keep myself in check and keep in mind i only snort my dope i never have shot it and ive ben doin dope for like 2years now with 6-7 years of prescription drug use
first off i never use before 6pm..no matter how sik and shitty i feel, i always wait to use..one reason i do this is becaus i never redose..i use and get high once a night and that it..theres no snorting dope at 10am and then gettin high again at 9pm..
i try to not use on back to back days and never 3 days in a row..i noticed when i used back to back and things like that my tolerance shot up real quick, i always read that to keep your tolerance down take at least 2 days off after every 1 day of getting high..i dont follow that but i try to use every other day..i always notice that i get more pleasure using when im sick as opposed togettin high when im not sick...i also dont use every other day normally once a week i go 2days in a row with out using and normally that second day i do use its just a line or 2 to take way the chills..also im on probation so once a month i go 5-7days without using even if i know im not getting tested..i say this bc the one time i got tested he gave me a months notice.. but you never know he might suprise me so i stay cautious and when i do this i take 4mg subs when i feel sick and thats it, when i use subs i really only need to dose once, every now and then ill dose a second time but since my Wds arent that bad i can get away using the subs just once..but thats when the mental part of dope comes bc afte r2-3 day i wont feel sick but ill have that craving, so thats why i might redose but then the day i go see my PO the craving goes away cause i know im gonna go cop afterward and get high that night
now i didnt start using like thi until i lost my job and went back to sellin weed, i ued to be a chipper..when i had a job and sold bud, i used to go buy some norks or OCs and use them on the weekend, once a week as a form of partying bc im not a heavy drinker..im really just a pothead and since i sold it and always had alot on me and i wanted something that was differnt..i was good at using only n the weekends until i lost my job and had lots of extra time on my hands..the extra time led me to using more and that inturn led me to this site to ask my questions..thats when i started talkin to people who kinda doubted that i would be able to chip for very long and that i shoud just start using the needle now bc im gonna end up with it and im gonna feel like ive been wasting my money and they have heard it a million time but everyone caves..the negativity i got kinda made me stick to my guns cause i looked at it like a challenge and like how is heroin any differnt then OCs and ive been chippin with them for 5-6years..so thats how i kinda made my own guideline to keep myself in check..
now im able to pull this off bc thankfully my WDs arent that bad, compared to alot of other people and i think its because i only snort it..im able to use every other day bc unlike most peope my Wds dont kick in until 2mornings after i last used..when i get wds its normally waking up a little sweaty but only on my back and chest..from that i get this chill that kinda last and i get a really weak stomach and have some nice wds shits..i know it might sound bad but its not... if i smoke a little weed it helps it greatly and makes its manageable..i also when sick dont like to sit around the house and mope..cause i feel that it makes it worse cause all im doing is sitting there in my bed thinking about it..since i think wds are 75% mental getting out the house and doing some errands and takinga shower and smoking a little bud or spice helps take you mind away from it..and thats really about it
to sum it up set yourself a little guideline and try and stick by it, i dont always stick by mine, like if its sunday and i want to sit around and watch football all day imight bust out a line or 2 and do it at noon just becaue i want to enjoy the day and if i do that i dont plan on using that night..just try and go by certain things cause when you dont care is when it gets bad and dope starts to take over and you start using day and night and multiple days in a row, and why is that? bc you dont care...if your gonna use dope fine so be it, just understand people die from it everyday and bc theres so much garbage dope, all it takes is that one goodbatch and you can be dead..and even if you got that narcan in your pocket ready to go, what good is it if no ne else knows you got it? so just be smart and care about what your doing
i know its long but you asked..so i gave you the story and the logic behind, so you understand why i do what i do and not think im just some OCD freak..im sure theres a few that will talk shit bc they heard this shit a million times and thats fine..but for me it works and its so easy theres no reason why it cant work for everyone..you just got to be mentally strong, if your weak you wont be able to tell your brain no, thats why a guide helps you threw it..i read about people using every day and i cant imagine it, that would be like being a zombie, almost like your half dead