114 days now! Today was much better. I need to find more to do! No energy, anxiety, not so much depressed anymore but i believe boredom has really caused anxiety. Appraisal went well and my stomach doesn’t feel in knots anymore. I had to move out of my house because I would constantly look for pills I had hidden. Never found one thank you God! We are closing on house in April and we are moving to an apartment Saturday. For the past month and 1/2 we have stayed at my mother in laws and it’s not the best thing for our family right now because it’s just hard getting used to living with others. Plus I’m sure they’re ready for us to leave. I really shouldn’t complain at all. I have a wonderful healthy family! And thankful God has used me more in the last 3 1/2 months than the last 5 years