80suklover

[80suklover]

I'm a new member.dont really know what I'm doing but I've been following this site for more than a year. I've been in pain mgmnt for 4 years and my Dr for the last 6 months won't believe that I need strong doses of meds. ( I'm on 125mcg fentanyl patch every 48 hrs and was on 30mg ir oxycodone x 6 a day until they stopped working) he bumped me back to 100mcg fentanyl and 6 x 10mg ir opana. It wasn't cutting it. I took too many , went back to him , thinking it was,best to be honest. He gave me 2 x 30mg ir oxycodone for the next 10 days and I'm lying in bed,dying. Anyone have any ideas how to help me with withdrawal. I feel like killing myself, seriously. He won't listen to reason, doesn't believe me and refuses to help further. I have an appt Monday and I know he's probably going to fire me as,a patient. Sorry for rambling . This may be in the wrong place but, again, I'm brand new to this so give me some leeway and guidance please