The Rock Monster
Bluelighter
Ya im getin some minor wd, just the chills tho, which i kinda like during the hot weather
Bricks & Stacks said:That's weak. I'm sure the combo of bein new to the stick + fire dope def did him in. Hows ya boy takin that shit
I copped for him tonight, he said he wanted one last good high so I skipped my night class and copped for him.. I'm so noble.. lmao. Anyways yeah I typed this post about 2 hours ago but nodded out, submitting now.Yeah OG, you need to look out for ya man right now more then ever. I done lost so many friends and relatives I lost count, and that shit never hits you at first. At first you in such shock its like it ain't nothin. Then when that shit hits a mufucker it's just crazy how much that shit can fuckin emotionally fuck somebody up. I lost my closest friend I ever had in 09, and man I mean I got a memorial to him in my livin room but even without that not a day goes by I don't think about my man. That might sound cheesy, but for real it's almost like the shit I be doin I hope he is cool with it. When I was down at my worst on dope, I always felt like he knew I was fuckin up and wouldn't be happy with it if that makes sense to yall.
I mean I be so drunk sometimes the shit I be sayin don't even make sense to me, but I hope you know what I mean yo. Look out for ya man right now and he'll have that respect for you for the rest of ya life.I done broke down and cried like a bitch at some of my boys or cousins funerals so I can only imagine ya boy losin his brother. I mean you be smokin bud on the regular right? Holla at that mufucka tonight and smoke a L with him if he's down wit it and just yamean let him know you got him regardless and that shit will be in his mind forever when he was all alone, you was there.
It was weird, I met up with him a couple hours after he found out to drop off some blows I picked up for him and he was just like "He's dead. He's gone." He didn't seem shook up at all, but I feel like it just hadn't hit him yet. He did tell me that this was going to be the last time he gets high and that he is quitting dope. I'll see him tomorrow in class (assuming he comes) and I'll see what's up with him then.
I think I'm going to go cop a gram today.. Damn I've been going hard on this dope for like 3-4 weeks now. I'm gonna pick up a bunch of subs so I can take a break from spending money/lower my tolerance a bit.
Edit: My boy just came by to give me some subs for a cap.. He looked rough, I could tell he had been crying. I asked how he was holding up and he just said "Its unbelievable, man". I think it has finally hit him.
Well, I've got 32mg of suboxone now that I got for basically free. I'm set for when I want to taper off and take a break.
Hey OG so sorry about your guy. Now I understand some of the questions yesterday. Be careful you're still a young dude.
DannyZee thats what they do. Us dope users contribute to the violence between the gangs due to our business with them. The cops are just sick of people from the burbs fucking around where we really don't belong. I've got a few stories one that includes a cop using me as a front to bust a guy and at the same time paying for my dope maybe I'll post that story one day.
If my best friend died cause h, i would stay away. Nbdjs
I already mess with morphine and its just coming harder to come by.. And I already obviously know the consequences. By the way I'm a female and its only an idea.
I'm contemplating picking up some china white.... Never had any heroin before. The sad thing my best friend/love died on april 18th due to a heroin overdose. So this urge is really a sick feeling when I think about it. Maybe I'm just trying to waste away my life.
So, funny story about going out to obtain something. Well, not really funny at
all, but I can vouch it definitely is a story.
Anyway, I went to obtain my morning “breakfast”. I park and head to the spot, guy says “just keep walking”. ..and I did that, next block over was shouting “we got sawbucks, over here, over here!!” This point my nerves are shot so I just head back to my ride. Look to my front and there’s another cop car parked this time, just across from my car. So, it was a damn good thing that guy said something to me and I was too nervous to do anything else.
I hop in my car and turn around to head back home, and as soon as I pull of the cop car starts up and follows me onto a main road. I obey every single traffic law and made sure I drove immaculately so wouldn’t give them a reason to pull me over. I pull to the side of the road, and park. Cop hops out his car yelling “GET OUT OF THE FUCKING VEHICLE!” “GET OUT NOW” Holy crap, didn’t ask for licens/registration just yelling at me to get out of the car. He tells me to Mother-fuckin put my phone and keys on top of the car, and move my fucking ass to the rear of the car to search me. This whole time he’s just talking about “fucking my ass up” just cuz he could and “Where’s the fuckin dope and more stuff about fucking me up. Then he throws me in the back and proceeds to search my car.
He didn’t find anything and let me go more talking about fucking me up, and so on and so on. That was my first experience with the police on the west side of Chi. Holy crap, I know these guys gotta do there jobs, but I don’t get the whole “I’ll FUCK you up” attitude that goes along with it. So, my apologies on the length of the story. Anyone have any experience with Chi cops? Are they all pretty much like this, or was this just one specific person? Also, he didn’t even ask to search the car, he just did. Don’t they need to at least ask even if they are going to go search it whether you agree with it or not?
Yeah, because I live close to the dope capital of the united states and you can cop some good shit around here. My friends have china white and yes they have brown powder as well but they're not fuckin with tar.