trust me i'm fine. I've taken a lot of pills over the last 5yrs, I'm used to taking like 4 or 5 morphines orally, and following em' up by snorting a couple 30mg Oxycodones (i like to snort em as soon as I start feeling the morphines kick in, its boost the morphines and makes me feel amazing lol). I've taken Lots of Big Doses, bigger then 4 or 5 60mg Morphs, and I've only OD'd once, and it wasn't really that bad of one (of course, any OD is bad, so thats not really the right term to use i guess).I blacked out for most of it tho, cause i dont remember a thing, only what people who were around me when happened have told me about what I was doing/saying when it happened. Apparently i was talking about how my dead uncle was talking to me and he told me their was bomb under the house and all this other random shit. and everyone got really scared, cause i guess my heart rate was really really low, i looked completely white, was sweating, and couldn't walk right, or talk right, and kept falling everywhere, and would randomly loose consciousness and so they called the ambulance, and when they got here, i refused to talk to em, and I locked myself in the bathroom with a plate of spaghetti lol and apparently just kept talking about how I wanted to just eat my food and go to sleep, and of course that wasn't a good idea, and eventually i let them take me cause when i came to, i was in the hospital, freaked out as hell (which this is when my memory kicked back in, so everything before waking up in the hospital, i still cannot remember to this day), and I ended up having to stay their over night, they gave me that narcan shit, which sucked, but obviously i lived and learned my lesson. What happened is I, just mixed to many different pills together that time. I took a couple 60mg morphines, a few 15 and 30mg oxycodones, smoked a bunch of 20mg oxycontins (this was like 4years ago, so obviously before they made it so you couldn't smoke oxys anymore) and took some Klonopin and Flexeral, oh and a couple methadone as well. It was really really stupid of me, and I learned my lesson from that, i may laugh about it now, but i do realize how potentially bad that coulda been and I've very lucky to still be here. but yea, anyways, my point is, that 4 or 5 60mg morphines isn't that much for me, I've been taking that much, sometimes more for a long time now. Just cause I don't and have never, shot anything up, doesn't mean i still cant have a big tolerance. Tho I am going to start weaning myself off starting today, cause I don't wanna go through withdrawals, and I'm about down with teh whole popping pills everyday thing. Just gonna go back to smokin weed, and drinkin once in awhile. Thanks for the concern tho.
